It's no secret to many friends of mine, that I am driven to be a successful person.
I can only measure success by materialistic means.
- To live in a big house
- Drive a stylish European Car
- Lives VERY comfortable (but not extravagantly)
- Hold a high position in an organisation or run a legal profitting company.
To me, this is SUCCESS mortalised.
Is this success driven by my own will to succeed ? Partly.
The other part of it, sadly, is by the lack of love....
Not the family kind, not the kind between friends, and definitely not the brotherly ones.
I have all these.
I am talking about the kind of sparkles between a male and a female.
By becoming successful, i know i will be able to indulge in a life of my own, enjoying other things in life (other than what a relationship might bring), and maybe forget the fact that the word "Love" had always elusively evaded me.
I always tell my friends, if you can't find this love, maybe you can spread the love, by sharing it with the less fortunate, make their life better, and in order to do that, you need cash! cold hard cash!
A friend of mine recently tell me, but without this love, won't your life be kinda incomplete ?
I hate to admit it, but I do and will be incomplete.
In life, love can't be force, either you got it, or you don't....
If I am meant to be, to not get it, may it not even come near me, i will be thankful. Really....
I can only measure success by materialistic means.
- To live in a big house
- Drive a stylish European Car
- Lives VERY comfortable (but not extravagantly)
- Hold a high position in an organisation or run a legal profitting company.
To me, this is SUCCESS mortalised.
Is this success driven by my own will to succeed ? Partly.
The other part of it, sadly, is by the lack of love....
Not the family kind, not the kind between friends, and definitely not the brotherly ones.
I have all these.
I am talking about the kind of sparkles between a male and a female.
By becoming successful, i know i will be able to indulge in a life of my own, enjoying other things in life (other than what a relationship might bring), and maybe forget the fact that the word "Love" had always elusively evaded me.
I always tell my friends, if you can't find this love, maybe you can spread the love, by sharing it with the less fortunate, make their life better, and in order to do that, you need cash! cold hard cash!
A friend of mine recently tell me, but without this love, won't your life be kinda incomplete ?
I hate to admit it, but I do and will be incomplete.
In life, love can't be force, either you got it, or you don't....
If I am meant to be, to not get it, may it not even come near me, i will be thankful. Really....
