Few days back I had this thought when I was taking my bath..
"Under what circumstances would you wait for someone ?"
Not as in, "Hey, i will be late for a while, can you wait for me ?" that kind of wait, but more to, a long wait, one that might mean a few years, one that might mean a wait that does not bear fruits... will you ?
Thinking, thinking, thinking...
I found some answers...
You will only really wait, if that someone is the one you really love, from the deepest of your heart. No matter how much time had pass, memories of you two, the happy times and the sad times, the smooth sailing period and the rough tides that you two been through, will sustained the wait..
So don't tell anyone, "I will wait for you!" Unless you really meant it.. If not you might just broke his/her heart.
If one day, i tell you i will wait for you, it means i truly really love you..
If not, it means my love was never really that strong, that much, or it might had still be at the "like" stage..
A girl once told me, "If you still love me, wait for me....." I waited... but she got herself a new beau... I dun blame her... that's life.. She might meant it when she said it, but as time past, she forgotten about it, cause time took the feelings away, took the love away... what we left is just distant friendship...
I will wait for you... but will you ? (not directed at anyone cause no one in my mind nor in my heart now)...
There's a myth,
"When god created humans, each was only a half, and for each half(male), another half(female) was created, just for it."
So in life, the right one will come, it will.. just have to wait.
and i am waiting...
Valentine day is coming in a fortnight, will i be alone that day ? huge possibility, just like how i spent my CNY days, of course the meaning of the 2 occasions are totally different. haha
But if i really do have a valentine for that day, i would wanna spend a really romantic dinner with her, and have some really sweet sweet moments !
Its running in my mind right now! haha.
so where's my valentine ? are you the one ? ;P
I was surfing friendster just now, and popped into the profile of my first gf, she's getting married in June. CONGRATS!
Thinking back, maybe i did a good deed, by forcing her away from me, i will save you guys from the details... but i am happy for her.
It seems just yesterday that we were together. haha. =)