Just returned home after some pratas with Dan and Fiona at Jalan Kayu. Quite ex sia... $8 for the mutton curry and another $8 for the mutton soup.... 2/3 of the cost went to this 2 dish... Mutton curry, the mutton a few pieces nia... and the soup ? just the taste of pepper and nothing else... crap ya ? Think its name is Thalsev or something... not the one at the end of Jalan Kayu, I normally go there...
The past 3 days were wasted... no running, no taking of pictures, no maintaining of bike... kaoz... cannot like that anymore, hate it when I am not productive at all!!!! *slap myself*
Ok la, Saturday night went over to Shunfa's Birthday cum Chalet at Costa Sands. Brother of 10 years, must go down support ya ? had fun together, with ming, wei da, and some of their friends.
At night nothing to do, went to Old Changi Hospital. Got a few dun wanna go up when we reach... so sian lo... but in the end still went up! ye! I was super enthusiastic about it! dunno why also~ haha.
Went up the slope, at the end of the slope, we show a group of pple, they were like praying ? performing rituals ? dunno what they doing, but instinct tells me not to proceed further, you never know wat they might do to you...
Anyway saw how loving my bro was with his gf, really happy for him~ treasure when you got that someone with you, don't let it go! don't be like me...
I mentioned Zhirong in front of him, and he kinda scolded me... telling me, "come on! be a man... things passed for 2 years liao, you still thinking of her? hao ma bu chi hui tou cao!"
What he said make sense, but sometimes they are things that i tried but never did quite succeeded in.
To myself, I feel that I had made tremendous improvement liao... No more do I disturb her, or tell her mushy stuffs, treating her like friend now, but more like special friend. I don't harbour hopes of being with her again, thats what i always thought of, but maybe it aint that way ? some friends tells me that, but i doubt so la. =/
Whatever it is, I had tried starting anew with others, but like I always said, the right one nv came along, those i like, nv get together, those i dun, likes me, well well...
anyway love dun start in a day or two, it is after a certain amount of time then the feelings grow. To me, I feel that the most beautiful type of love, is the one that start without you realising it, that is the most beautiful and the strongest!
"Will you be there at the end of the tunnel waiting for me ?"
"I Wanna Be With You" by 徐婕儿 Hsu, Jills
没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你 怀你顽皮兮兮
是该做些事 心里有甜蜜的
不想要不想要睁开眼睛
我和你 频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要 和你一起
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚 有你的呵护我不再孤独
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