I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I found myself in this song, so much resemblence to how i felt each time and again whenever i thought of her.
"How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me "
I was a boy that everyone thought will grow up to be somebody... I still got a bit of chance although kinda late.. but better than nv... after december, life starts afresh =)
I made my mistakes, i regretted them, I tried to find ways to help myself, but each time it only made me worse off...
Everything looks so long, the night never seems to pass away..
There was this one I thought of getting over with my life... I really did.... after she left me... She's the most loved and treasured person in my life, even til this point of time, no matter as my "was" significant other half or "now" my soul mate. She's the one thing that I really thank god (if there was one) for her presence in my life.
Will there be another gal that will be in my life ?
Its really kinda hard now...
What I want don't want me.
What I don't want , want me.
This is life ya ? =)
Went jogging last night... it was so TIRING!!~ I had not been running for like 2 mths due to the course i was attending. Thus my first run ended up in with a big big strain on my neck and of course, a slow timing... haiz... need to run more and get my fitness back.
First day back to work after a long time. Well well, not quite used to it, almost fell asleep at work place which is a BIG BIG TABOO!! Heng nv!
The worst will be over soon~ GANBATTE~
