Nowadays my blog been spam quite badly by stupid spammers.....
Have to ban their IPs but they always come around with new IPs to spam the blog..... so LL...... now banning their IPs had become a daily routine for me.... kaoz......
Well, just came back from Aloha Chalet. Was there to celebrate my coy's anniversary. Went bowling in the day , soccer in the noon, makan session and cake cutting in the night. Then home le. Cause the guys going to cheong, and me being a non-cheonger, come home loh..... well nobody bother to ask anyway... but normal la, since they know firstly i got no $$$, secondly always ask me i also dun go... so guess they know wat to expect la. he he he.
Wasn't feeling all that great today, shld be becos i got nothing to do ba for most of the time so kinda sian and stuff up inside loh.
Was taking bus 88 home, and it was a long journey. So needless to say, during this kinda long journey, that's only 2 response from me. Either to sleep or to ponder.
Well both happened, i ponder first, tired liao then rest a while. And as usual woke up as soon as i "sensed" that i am reaching my stop.
Ponder alot... well i am still remaining upbeat and enthusiatic towards getting out of debt and leading a more purposeful and fun-filled life. As for relationships.... well i only got myself to blame for anything that happens, cos after all its my decision. She had given up on me and so i shld too..... things will nv be the same as before... In a way, I am not really open up for r/ships... its just me pulling myself away. I will always remain in this scenario....
"see girl, develop impression (if any), distance myself away from girl. game over."
ha ha. the manly sammy is becoming more and more ah gua liao.... would i turn gay someday? (hopefully no!!)
I learnt 2 things
1. "A man can dun like women, but should never turn to love men instead."
2. "Man can be poor but not in debt."
?愛情是一片海﹐而我卻迷失在那片海裡。。。。。。?
The Reason - By Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
