Ok guys and gals.
Please refrain from reading from this sentence on, I just wanna rant for a while!
I was out today with this girl I fancy.
It started well.
We met then proceed to Bugis to makan Mossy Burger......
After which we proceed to SI MA LU to buy something for her friend who's going overseas.
Then go pai pai at the temple there.
Been a long time since I last pai pai le..... somemore with her!!!! hehe.
all the more memorable.
But the day ended quite shitty....
Well her friend tag [almost forgot how to spell the fucking word]along ....... say hi to her.... not much of a response.... as usual.... nvm.... she ask me some iq qn..... those qian bian wen da ti.... i dunno.... say i low iq..... stupid..... ok i ren....... later ask her where the fuck the atm is in a nice way? she said so fucking big i cant see meh? hey i really cant see loh.... somemore 1 of my contact lense drop out.... then she say she 600+ degrees no wear specs also can see...... wtf?????? first time met her till now always like that.... cant she have a fucking bit of respect for me? no matter wat in the very least i am her elder right?
and wat right does she have to question my intelligence? if u reach where i am or surpass me, say me ...... i LL ... if not shut your bloody gap..... say for fun once or twice i ok...... dun take a yard when an inch is all u have.....
and when i say i didnt see i really nv..... dun judge me using ur own capability at that time.... i hate to be accused of things......
well.... well.... well....
fuck it......
if not for HER, i wont even care about her...... wat the hell?
anyway i am confused about us too.. so ...... remain there..... things will nv be settled when you dun wanna talk about it..... just let nature takes its course...... but will nature state everything out clearly ? i doubt so......
maybe i aint cut out for r/ship.... the bgr kind.... interpersonal kind....
when i lost the trust for friends..... slowly i am losing trust for all sorts too......
well well well..... serve u right! haha. to hell with u sam.....
