so long so long

Wah! :bigeyes:
Its been such a long long time since I last blog... I almost thought i had quit the blog-ging world!
But i did not! I was just tired, lazy, lethargic and prostantinating (is that how you spell the word?).
So now I would give you some insight on my puny life.

-I bought some new fishes! =D
-Became a bit loosen up financially.
-Knew some new friends.
-Met up with some old ones.
-Got a new HP! its a LG G5400!

Silver Flip phone! got other things free with it too! $100 guess vouchers and 1 year free Cable TV! GOOD GOOD DEAL! *hehe*
-Ordered a LOMO ACTION SAMPLER camera! very nice effect cam! next time take le, post here and show you all!
-Went for Lovehurts outing and make some new friends.
-Bought a new bball shoe! And1 again....
-Interested in a new brand called COLUMBIA! all hardy stuff!

went to sunset bay with army friends today. pak volleyball, played soccer. my friend lost his slipper!!! some cheapo steal it! *lol* well, the beach was filled with bikini clad chicks and guys of all sizes! busy even on a monday! think i would be going there more frequently ba, nice place to chill out! the guys ordered 2 jugs of beer at the bar... i am a fuck-up drinker... they still made me drank 2 mugs... hai wo a while later rest at the table.. but funny thing is this time i recover damn fast!!! that's an improvement ar! =D
played with a group of girls volleyball.
after that my friend kinda like one girl so he went to take phone number. i was younger than that friend by 1... and all my friends know i single... so they keep on asking me to go take... i submitted to the pressure, went to ask... kena rejected... *lol* used to it, anyway not a girl i interested in, so no big deal!
then come home liao loh... *ya time to get some board shorts*

hmmm, this period of time i thought about a lot of stuffs on relationship.. i even attempted to go for someone that i really really love... she told me she loves him... love is a very BIG word... last time she can only use like... since she loves him now, i should just give up la... no use disturb pple... time to give pple the peace she need , anyway nowadays we also dun really bother about each other le... maybe is just her la... i still do... actually... my sis always ask me go for her, she aint married yet... blah blah blah, she dun understand that it is an uphill task....

i was talking to a friend on ICQ last night and it hit upon me that everyone think i wanted a gf and i dun wanna be single... it ain't the case... really.... i am more than use to to singlehood...
i could had started with a gal... but i was too used to this lifestyle that i chose to reject the chance... although that was not the only reason.. but it was one of them...
wat's so bad about being single? i am damn fine with it... it certainly brings me less pain than when being in one... less the hassle more of the freedom...
although i yearn for someone to share with me the joys and sorrows.. someone who understand me 101% and vice versa.. someone who have chemistry with me..
but its just too much hassle now to try to work that out...
i always believe, when the right one come along, i would work it out without even me myself knowing it sometimes.. *lol*
so for now , cheers and kudos to singlehood! and fuck off to all the bad memories and stupid attachments and feelings... like i said before, your love but someone else's unwanted rubbish..

by the way got some prob with my other blog! fixing it! so in the mean time read from here hor