paying back my blog debts

hmmm, its been 5 days since i last blog! now its time to repay my "debts"!

i was too tired, too protestinate, too watever! to blog! *lol* work is really tiring man these days!

nothing too much la these days, just work and more work, dun wanna kill everyone by blogging that out!

so wat shld i blog about?? hmmm.... i will blog watever that comes to mind la.

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+ my ex got married!
I had a dream today! I dream that my ex and her bf got married!!!! *lol* i was sorta pissed off by that dream, i was awoken by it... i was not pissed because i was awoken by it but by my jealousy towards the event...

time had passed, feelings had tone down but the special place that she ever fall would always be there...

i cant help but to feel this way although i had long ago killed my own hopes of a reconcile....

i am just being stupid! *lol*
come to think of it, so wat if she gets married? not really my business... but as long as she married someone who she really love and really love her, i would be happy for her! =D

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+ Dad was admitted to hospital....
yap... last night sis inform me that dad was admitted to hospital le... think time is really running short for him le, going to visit him tmr morning or sunday...

dad did wrong things before... he never learnt...
when he learn, its too late... he lost almost everything... including us... i knew he learnt, the others dun, i still love him, mum and sis dun... but years of living apart took the only thing we had away - feeling...

but i still will visit him, after all he's my dad and i believe he would wanna see me...
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+ My first ex was in the papers!
actually she appeared in an ad promoting the newpaper big walk one la. nothing too big, but was still a pleasant surprise! its been very long since i last seen her, she dun wanna see me anyway, guessed i was really too hard-hearted last time... *lol*
but i think the style that they gave her dun suit her.... *lol*
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+ wat's happening to this world?
elections! wars! terrorisim! these few days and weeks, everything on papers and tv were about the subjects above.... power can really drive pple crazy.
i am glad i am not power crazy. *lol*
there's too many "political" things they did during elections to win seats, sometimes i just think they are making a fool of themselves.
well, the m'sia elections was expected la, they Adullah Bahawi's party wins majority of the seat. he's the pm... and he's mr nice guy image will certainly drove a lot of pple to support he's party. as for the Taiwan election, its too much la.. their government is a joke in itself.... fights during parliaments???? engagement of super stars and monks to rally for your cause? wtf is that? *lol* just make me wanna laugh.... in that case i rather china to be the head of taiwan, although they are rigid, they aint a joke!
and war between israel and the palestinians is inevitable.... thanks to israel bombing of hamas' leader.... the bombing shattered the body of the victim... can't even find his body.... the hamas members declared an open war on israel.... how many war was there this decade? its been a bit too much....
terrorism i think i no need elaborate la... the madrid bombings is the latest big one in terms of terrorism events. its impact is big. even singapore are thinking of train wardens! *lol* add cost only.
fighting using a holy excuse.... god won't wanna see the blood shed caused and definitely not the innocent that died..... kaoz.....

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+ Happy birthday to Michelle!!!!!
today is her birthday! hope she remain pretty if not get prettier each day! and of course lots of rest from her hectic schedule! :D