Minor updates of my punny life

Minor updates of my punny life that no one is interested in.... how come i still blogging? cause i just need some place to voice out wat i wanna say. i feel better after that......

+ Dad was admitted to TTSH.
Ya... dad admitted last night.
Doctor diagnosed that he only left with 2 months to live... gonna see him tomorrow, will try to make him happy... cant do much either except to send him away happily.

+ Argued with ex....
She said i got no ambitions.
She said i procastinate.
She said i promise but nv fufils.

In some ways she is right, but in some ways wrong.
Did she ever see the reason why she sees the way i am?

I used to love my dad... ya u r right... used to... i never tot that living apart could one day caused us to be really apart...
but it really happen... wat can i say? i dun wan it to happen either... but years of living apart really caused damage... they are irrepairable... even if it can be... it is too late....

I used to have ambitions.... not anymore... i lost ambitions together with the believe i had in friends and love.

I just want to experience more and learn more about lfie now. I wanna go round the world, visit the world, take more photos, learn more about the way the others live, their living conditions and blah blah blah. that is wat i wanted.

friends? i dun need hi and bye ones, so if u think u r in that category then stay off me! i said again! stay off me!!!

love? i dun wanna start one. no start=no end. no end=no hurt. i can't stand another disappointment. i wont say nv, but even if the right one comes along, i will think twice, thrice and many many more times......

I got my own set of thinking. A set that 99% of these world cant understand. But hack it. so wat if they dun? i am that type of pple that dun care how pple look at me. in time i would prove it to EVERYONE. time is the best test for everything.

time oh time..... i love u so much but hate u too... just like my memories.....