February 2004 Archives

ya ya i am 22 yrs old now! 8 more years to the big 30! *looks at ah gu and donny* lol

thanks to all those that wishes me on my big day, namely:
+minmin
+yvonne
+donny
+xian mei!
+yunyun
+esther
+brother gu
+weixian
+Lingling
+Michelle
+ruiguo
+jq
+nissan
+ug!
+alice! (ben's gal)
+danny (my camp mate)
+cyn!
+jiejie! (my sister)
+rong...

think that's all ba.
well min was the first!!! *hehehe*
and thanx to min,xian mei and sai for giving me the pig *i love~~~~~~ it!* and the $39.90 perfume! (forgot to take off tag~) *lol*
well, some guys and gals i nv expect them to wish me , but they did! and i am really surprise!

well the one i expected nv... until this morning... well nvm la... over le..

my old cohort oni esther msg me.... the others i think shld be dead le la...

ok going out soon!
tonight i update again!

Anyone?

which one? Samsung S200? or LG G5400? Which one will you choose?

?葉子的離去是因為樹的自私還是風的愛護﹖?

25th Feb 2004 (Wed)
Work morning. Went to work with a pair of tired legs...
hmm work was as usual. and as usual the usual thing happens, work then home. *lol*
went home, log on net, saw michelle, she free, went out. f u l l s t o p!

Quite long never see her le!
Well as usual she was late! And during the time i waited for her, i saw 2 sec sch friends, shunli and saleha! But dun think they recognise me la. *lol*

While went to have dinner at Hans'. I was alright with my dinner but the pasta michelle was having was...... cant describe la... but ever seen orange coloured tomato sauce? omg... that sux to the core! after that she ate the dessert that came with my set meal, it sux too! *lol* everything she touch was tak boleh that night! *lol*

then go walk walk loh, cos still need to wait for her bf's performance to end, as she's meeting him also.

went kino, buy books. she left to meet her bf. so all alone again... but nvm la, made my way to CHA REN ZHI JIA KTV to meet up with Andrew, Don, Jeremy, Lx and Min. Sang for a while then went to Jalan Kayu to dino loh.

Well that's all, but had a really wonderful time with michelle. we don't know each other too long, but i found a buddy in her, someone that i can be beside and totally let myself out. *lol*

24th Feb 2004 (Tues)
Work morning. Had a soccer match at noon. It was the final for the inter-coy games. Well I was the "WANTED" left back! *lol*
My sir said at the previous match that he need me! (i was out for 2 matches due to injury!)
After the match i received even more praise! *lol*
My sir said he was impressed by me! S3 said i am the up and coming defender for my unit! My opponent said i mark him dead for the whole game!
Even their tactic change to siam me, put their fastest winger on the opposite side instead! kaoz!

But we still lost in the end.... pk.... first half my mid sent off.... 2nd half and xtra time were played with 10 man.... sway la... haiz....

then go home and slp liao.... damn shag man!!!

23th Feb 2004 (Mon)
Work pm.... no life...

22th Feb 2004 (Sun)
Work pm.... no life...

Well, woke up at around 11+ today.
Met minmin at PS to pass her her belated gift! heng she like it! *especially the monkey, like monkey like min!*
well we went makan at pasta mania, tnee and yuan di joined us.
then we go walk walk around town.
that min almost lost the monkey loh while we were walking around town heng she found it when we backtrack! if not i would strangle her in the middle of orchard road!

hmmmm, we walk around town to search for a gift for my ex.. i already had something in mind, but i just wanna find the type that i really wanted and I FOUND IT! *muahahahaha*

well after that tnee and yuan di went pak ball at woodlands while min went off a while later to teach tuition.

thus i was all alone once again.... was sitting along taka when a AIA agent came up to me to sell policy... kaoz... recently i think i look "prospective"! cos day in day out i always kena this kind of things... kaoz...

later went to buy 2 shirt at topshop then go home le.. boring.... that's for today.. tomorrow gonna work... not enough manpower back in office... sianz.. but nvm la, nothing on anyway...

will update the happenings later ba.... damn shack

"葉子的離開﹐是因為風的追逐﹐還是樹的不挽留。。。?
(?Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay~ ?)

Tree
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre- U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.
She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm.
She is just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness.
Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.
Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is
not a good match for me.
I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will
be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.
She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was
swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back
home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or
so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her
eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she
told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and
interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.
When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it.
It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't.
Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf
departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.
Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his
1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy.
The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.

But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well.
It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.
He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Wind
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her,there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I
walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she
appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree
I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this erseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4
mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have
declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my
girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm
nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a
taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door.
I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

1. Name?
ans: Samuel

2. Would you ever have a threesome with your lover?
ans: don't think so.

3. Have you ever cheated on another person?
ans: never.. i believe in being faithful.

4. Describe what your meaning of love is?
ans: Love is a unity of 2 hearts. Thinking beyond one's self. Placing the other first place before you. Willing to do anything for the other party in watever situation.
hmmm, well, love is illogical, and cant be describe by words. *lol*

5. What is your definition of cheating?
ans: when you have someone other than me in your heart... or you engage in intimate physical activities with someone else other than me...

6. Do you believe space is need in a relationship?
ans: yes and always

7. How does your lover being jealous make you feel?
ans: good! haha. but i dun do it purposely though

8. Can you like or love more than one person?
ans: nope..

1. Have you ever thought you were in love?
ans: Yes

2. Do you think you're ready for love?
ans: Nope

3.Do you believe kissing is a way to share feelings or is it just fun?
ans: i only kiss the one that i love. so wat do u think? hehe

4. Have you ever been heartbroken?
ans: Yap...

5. If so how long did it last?
ans: ard a yr ba... it still comes back to haunt me sometimes

6.Have you ever thought you loved someone, but the feelings went away?
ans: yes there is.. and that is wat we called a crush

7.Are you afraid of being emotionally alone?
ans: nope... i am used to solitude.

8. Do you want to fall in love?
ans: who don't?

9. Have you ever loved someone who didn't feel the same?
ans: nv...

10. Have you ever cried over someone you thought you loved?
ans: "i cried and i cried, those nights that i cried for u baby!"

11. Has anyone ever told you you're too young for love?
ans: nv

12. Have you ever wished upon a star for love or for someone?
ans: Yes.

13. Have you ever been told you broke somebody's heart?
ans: yes..

14. Have you ever told anyone they broke your heart?
ans: yes..

15. Have you ever wanted someone so bad that without them you were miserable?
ans: Yes. but for a period of time only.. cos it is just a matter of getting used to... when she first came in, i gotta get used to a new inclusion to my lifestyle, when she left, i just gotta get used to reverting to singlehood.

16. Do you believe you can love someone and be with someone else?
ans: never..

17. Do you think love is a feeling that has to be shared by two people or it's not real?
ans: not really... but if 2 person can share the same feeling towards each other, of course that would be wonderful!

18. Have you ever been told "I Love You" and if so did you feel the same?
ans: Yes i did, and i love them too. *my 2 ex*

19. Do you love somebody right now?
ans: no.

20. Does somebody love you right now?
ans: can't be.

21. Do believe that love hurts or do you believe love is pure happiness?
ans: both ba... love hurts, love bites, but love is the most wonderful form of happiness a man can get too.

22. Do you believe this quote: "Love begins with a smile increases with a kiss and ends with a tear"?
ans: ya. something it ended with a sad tear, sometimes with a happy one.

23. Do you have your own quote you'd like to share?
ans: got but cant think of it right now. *lol*

24. Are you single/taken?
ans: i am happily single.

if you are a girl den tell us what you like
about guys. if you are a guy den tell us what
you like about girls.

1.hair color: anything
2.eye color: anything
3.skin tone: anything
4.six pack: definitely a no no.... no muscle woman for me pls!
5.long or short hair: anything
6.piercings: anything
7.scars: anything
8.big butt or little: anything
9.straight: of course..
10.outgoing or shy: anything
11.sarcastic or sincere: sincere
12.should she have a best friend: something wrong with u ?
13.should she have lots of guy friends : nothing wrong wat....
14.should she love her mother: of course, fillial piety is a damn impt pt that i look at
15.should she watch girl movies: anything wrong about that?
16.be smart: my ex are all quite smart, but i am still anything
17.be funny: anything
18.be sweet: anything
19.be a smoker: anything
20.drink: anything but not addicted!
21.play with your hair: i would love that! lol
22.kiss on the first date: if the moment is right then why not?
23.bring you flowers: i think i shld give her instead! lol
24.lay under the stars with you: that's so lomantic loh! :D
25.write poetry about you: weewee!
26.call you honey, sweetie, or baby: of course
27.hang out with you and YOUR friends: anything, everybody got their own lifestyles
28.hold your hand: ...... wat do u think?
29.sing to you: hope she's not a female version of william hung!! just kidding, of course!
30.WOULD HER INTERESTS BE:
surf: i would join her
snowboard: no hab in sing jia bo
singing: we can go ktv together
play guitar: i wanna learn too!
play piano: that's class man
play drums: i love rock and roll!
dance: i like girls that can dance, its a plus point, not a neccessity though.
clean her room: of course, if not i clean for her loh.

1. What do you like to do for a night out?
ans:

2. Where would you go on a date?
ans: romantic dinner, romantic movie/play/concert, romantic stroll, romantic gifts. :D

3. Gift you would give someone?
ans: something pratical, something that she would like, something that i would like to give her.

4. Do you like to stay at home and spend time with your love?
ans: anything! as long as i am with her, anything else is fine with me.

5. If you could choose one thing to do, what would it be?
ans: hui dao guo qu...

6. Are you afraid to cry when you are sad?
ans: no...nv... i am a pisces

7. When is it appropriate to cry?
ans: anytime, except if i am in camp... but i cried b4 too in camp... on my bed
,in a corner and sometimes under a blanket..

8. You see a stranger in need of help what would you do?
ans: help!

9. What pick up line do you find appropriate?
ans: i dun use one wor...

10. If you could do one thing special for someone what would it be?
ans: anything!

got this from ah qi's blog

Pisces (Feb 22 - Mar 21)

DO'S

Pisceans are sensitive and charming. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too, as in your time of need they are sure to help you. Pisces have a keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be right on mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).

DON'TS

Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign).

曾經有段戀情擺在我面前﹐我沒珍惜﹐時間的戀情莫過於如此﹐如果時光能倒流﹐﹐我將對那個女的說我愛她。如果非要我在這端戀情加上一個期限﹐我希望將是一萬年。

我现在在学中文输入法！！！
加油哟！　哈哈哈哈！

I wanna buy a woolen/cotton knitted sweater/pullover for my ex.
girls, any good place to recommend me to buy this from?
help help sammy hor! :D

Today is V Day!!! Well I got a program tonight!!! I gotta work!!!!!! argh~~~~~~
But nvm, i got no valentine anyway, might as well go back to work right? *hehe*

hmmm, got a bouquet of roses for my ex... pocket got another hole le... *lol*
initially wanted to get tulips one ... but no have... so got a dozen of rose instead.

ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED *SAYANG**PATS**HUGS* MIN MONKEY!!! older by a year le!!! *lol* *ke lian*
Buy your pressie tomorrow, i am damn bz... kaoz...

So do nothing la now.. today... just wait for work loh....

saw these off mindef intranet forums...
"Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other.
In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa!"

12th Feb '04
A shopping Spree!!!
Bought quite a lot of stuffs like
-50 pieces of CDR Media $24
-A red Bag that cost $15

-Wallet for $53.

-And a Fish Leong CD - The Power of Love.

Donny was with me, we walk from Dhoby Gaut to SLS, from SLS to Bugis, from bugis to PS! *lol*
Had a fun day!

Around evening time we met Andrew for movie, "Cold Mountain", starring Jude Law and Nicole Kidman.

It was a really nice nice show! 4.5/5 at least!

Then go home pak mj with ben, yun and jeremy loh. won a bit! *lol*

13th Feb '04
Friday the 13!!!! Well, was in camp from 2.30pm all the way to next morning 8am!!!! so much shit to occupy me with... kaoz...

"Sweetest Goodbye" - MAROON 5
Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Inspired by Ah Qi! Well, the result like quite untrue wor.... bluff me!

I heard this sentence from "High School Reunion" :
"Girls said I am funny, i am fun to be with, i am handsome, i am cute, i am gentleman, blahblahblah, but they also said i am the kind of guy they hope they dun end up with..."

Probably this applies to me as well....
why? cause of 2 main things bah i think..

-my approach
I think i am kinda impatient. If I like a girl, I would be very open and obvious... even if it may only be a crush. This act usually scares away a lot of girls, especially so the duration that we had known each other aint that long yet..
Well that is me la... think I gotta learn to be patient, so far i am making good progress (maybe cos no one in mind *lol*).

-the first impression that i emit...
Well I am quite a rough guy, quite vulgar, very loud! And worse, a lot of people' first impression of me is that i am a BENG! *kaoz*
But all the above is not really true la if you know me over time (maybe except the loud part). Well first impression is a very lasting image on the brain and one that is very difficult to change...

Other than these 2, I also think I had not found the right one yet.... maybe i really haven't found the one or that I don't have a right one in this lifetime....

I also dont have the correct mentality yet.....

But that ain't impt... actually it kinda crossed my mind, that maybe i shld set an age.... and only to think about BGR after i crossed that age... meanwhile i can try to improve other aspects of my life and concentrate on wat i wanna do.

Shld i do that? i think i shld.
tentatively at 24? or 25???
or shld i just leave everything to facte?
hmmmm let me decide... *in deep thoughts*.....

Took mc today... hate that... but chest really pain like hell... nvm...
got a day mc...

then went to cut hair.

decided to watch IVP Finals with don, gu and max.
took bus to meet don at amk. ran to catch the approaching 159, every step i took, i had this feeling of being hit on the chest... sux man...
met don and shared a cab to SP.

well the matches were nice.

NUS girls were the champ for this yr, powering past Nyp. NUS no.15!!! :D~~~

While the guys final was between NTU and NUS. NTU won, both side played well. But the NTU no.11, national player Michael Wong i think. He's good but his ethics and sportsmanship sux... he elbowed nus no.8 at the nose, no.8 was later stretched out... later he got a technical for elbowing another guy...
another unsportmanly act was the time when bobby (nus11) was down, NTU did not stop the game ... they carried on attacking... no sportsmanship again..... disgraceful....

i always admired pple with sportsmanship, they are the real worthy sportsmen and winner.

a nice match otherwise stained by ungentlemanly behaviours and a green loudspeaker that almost destroyed my mood.

after which go home loh... gu sent us home *thanx!*

hmmmm max slam the door too hard, now gu's window cant wind down le.. max jialat! *lol*

that's all! *ciaoz*

Just back from my soccer tournament.
Shack man!
I played as left back for my company. We won 3-1!!! *lol*
They took the lead loh.... kaoz... but we fought back!!! *ye!*

Well, i was commended for my part, they said i played well! *hehe* anyway the goal conceded also not my error, so far from me!

but i played quite "chou" today la. "chou" and hard! hehe. happy that i played that way, no need to be so kind to they all loh.

But I kena a wonderful elbow to my right chest.... it left me "breathless!!" literally!!! Right now still damn pain loh.... hopefully later can get better... i dun wanna get more mc.... *bless me*

at night played mj with yun,gu and ben. then after which went makan breakfast then sleep le...

had flu throughout the night... whenever i sneeze my chest will ache... kaoz... damn terrible...

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吻 - 萧亚轩 如果时间能把我们的思念稀释了 从此以后互不相干各自爱着别的人 只要不遇见忽然下雨的清晨 在起床的时候 会莫名的失神 说好决定要努力忘了啊 为何还有泪停在脸颊 你身边是否还是那个她 取代我在你醒来吻你吗 取代我在你醒来吻你吗 如果当时我们都能够勇敢的承认 困为太在乎对方所以才倔强的等待着 后来每个失眠的午夜时分 还不愿意后悔 却忍不住会问 说好决定要努力忘了啊 为何还有泪停在脸颊 你身边是否还是那个她 取代我在你醒来吻你吗 取代我在你醒来吻你吗 那段流着眼泪寻找解答的日子 已过去了 只是没想到爱情要 我们付出漫长想念代价 说好决定要努力忘了啊 为何还有泪停在脸颊 你身边是否还是那个她 取代我在你醒来吻你吗 取代我在你醒来吻你吗

8th of Feb '04
Well, it was a lazy start! *lol*
I woke up at 1+? Thanks to xian mei for sms me. haha.
well suppose to go with her to take pics but she pang seh me... kaoz... she went marche and see movie with the rest of the guys... i no go cos i broke. *lol*

well i carried on nonetheless and was really glad that i did so!
hmmm, i went to esplanade and boat quay for my sessions today.
took some nice photos, will post them in the next entry.

well, i stumbled upon a really romantic thing today.
I was walking around then the route continued onto something like the pic below

petals of roses on wooden planks! so i just walk on as i tot the setting quite good for pak toh-ing.
when i walk on, i saw a candle-lit heart shape amist the petals! it was really SWEET, ROMANTIC and BEAUTIFUL!!!

well 2 guys were setting it up and also busy on their cell phone.
Think they were from some company or something preparing the moment for a client ba... wanted to take a pic... but think they weren't have the time for me to do it. *lol* so i just left loh.

but this gave me an idea!! next time can use this setting to propose if i ever have that kinda chance.

after the photo taking session ,i went raffles place. went to mph to find the mags i wanted... but they no sell leh.... damn sad...

then was walking to take my bus 147, walked past bugis street and saw those bags that i wanted!!! gonna get them when pay is up!!! yoohoo!!!

then go home le loh... gonna zzz soon....

still got soccer tournament tmr..... *yawns*

Well,

4th Feb '04
Work pm loh. As usual slept till 1+, wake up then rush off to work le....
Anyway had quite a fulfilling day, fufilling as in my workouts.
After work I went home, did some work out training with my dumbells.
Then I went for a run around my estate. Ran about 4km-5km.
I feel so good!!! Only bad thing is by the time I was home, it was 12+am.... *shrugs*

5th Feb '04
PM shift. Reach home, did nothing much. Ben came over and we played some ps2, slept at 12+.

6th Feb '04
Morning Shift. Work till 3 loh. Then went to play soccer in camp. Was selected to play left back for my company.... but i think i operated more like a left wing... cause i kept running up and down non stop.... even till the end of the game, when the guys were almost all walking around, i was still able to run freely. guessed my own workouts and runs and the recent bball involvements had really kept me fit. :D

well reach home... did some dumbells lifts on my chest and some crunches for my abs.
maybe i will make this a daily routine? and hopefully I can grow bigger over time ba....

slept around 11+ ba.

7th Feb '04
2nd AM shift. Work till 3. Went home then rush down to CCC to pak ball. pak a few games nia but nvm cos today also never play well... hate the feel of the ball...

After game went meridien to makan. makan quite a lot..

the guys came over to pak mj and have other funs also.
Yep played 3 matches will donny (WE7)! Lost 1 warm up match, lost 1 game 4-3... golden goal some more... won 1 game 3-1! Lob him 2 times!!!! *muahahahahahahahaha*

Went eat prata after mj... no win no lose! quite a good day la. :D

PS : By the way, my hp bill for this month came!~
-m1 : $56+
-pod lite : $10+

add together only $66!!!
my m1 bill alone used to be more than a 100 one loh!
heng i took up pod lite to take care of my sms probs. :D
I am really happy to save sia!

also tomorrow i will post those chim stuffs that i am thinking about!

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


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You are Mario. You're pretty good-all-around.
You're most of the time the hero, and you don't
get too hung up in it...just try and let others
get a little spot-light too, k? (plz rate)


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29th Jan '04
Work pm. no life day...

30th Jan '04
Work pm till 10pm... stayed in camp.... wish Ah Qi happy birthday at 12am.... kaoz... i was asleep loh... still gotta wake up and msg her! hahaha

31st Jan '04
*Happy Birthday Ah Qi!* *owe u a gift first, no $$$

Saturday was CCC day. went down with good spirits but left feeling worse than shit....

well think i might not be going down for a while.... till i feel better....

if Andy never let me play... i guess i would be camping again.... I had a team b4 that.... but after 1 game, they decided to kick me out and form a new team.... fuck that cb... he also do no shit loh.... kpkb at me for fuck.... ccb... just the tot of it sux...

anyway 2 more things made me dun feel like going down....

1. the way some people play... i not gonna mention name, but u know who u r... serious is one thing... sporting is another thing.... a foul is a foul, a push is a push, and if u push, dun say u nv.... or that it aint a foul...

to me friends play together, being serious is good... but not to the extent that u do anything dangerous...

2. the way most of you reacted at the 2 caucasians... that was unwanted and uncalled for... really.... i was disappointed with it.... as grown ups and singaporean, u all shld not act that way.... for a while still ok.... but wat for to carry on and on....

1st Feb '04
Sunday! Work AM! But I am happy working on a Sunday!!! If every sunday is like this sunday, i wont mind working the sundays forever!

Because today is my promotion day!!! after a wait of 2 yrs and 4 yrs of service to the SAF, I am finally a 1SG!!!! *muakz to myself* lol

Well along with promotion came more responsibility and of course pay! hahaha. time to work really hard, be on the ball and be sensible!

hmmmm, slack at work cos no work loh..... then went pak ball once home... home liao do the usual stuffs loh....

Suppose to meet a brother who just came out from jail... but nv go... cos he invited some people that i was not ready to meet.... guess i would meet up with him on another day then...

2nd Feb '04
woke up at 2pm... went downstairs to shoot hoops cos damn bored...
then came home watch tv, eat, drink, bath, shit and other blah blah blah...

"Your beauty is beyond the highest hills i can climb,
to touch you is like feeling a ray of light,
I dream of you everyday and throughout the night,
the thought that you are near is heavenly sublime,
but i know reaching you is an impossible dream.

How can an angel possibly see beyond her light?"