First of all... Sorry.

First of all, sorry to Jessica.. both Jessica... jQ and Nissan for my terrible outburst last night.
You 2 were just trying to help but I am the dog la... like the phrase goes "HAO XING BEI GOU YAO". Sorry~~

Ok now for some updates.

Well, after the midnight shift I was shack loh, damn shack.... went to work today but decided to take off since there is more than enough pple, well i am off tomorrow as well, came back to rest loh.

Well, thought about quite a lot today.... of course I can't be over in a day or 2, it takes time, but I gotta get over it man, before it consumes me...

I am better now, not already over, but better. Thank to jQ, what she said really knocked some much needed sense into me. I needed those words...

I dunno how to move on, but will try to move on, in watever ways I can.

I am really hanging on to something which is empty, which is hopeless... She changed... they changed... everyone changed... at least in the real world they changed... in my own world???? time to change as well. *lol*

Wish me luck all!

Going to Orchard tomorrow to walk walk, get a book, buy some hair stuff. Sit down and see mei mei. *lol*

most prob going alone.... no friend leh...... lol

later then update ba if still got stuff.