Last 'actual' entry was on 4th Dec, now 12th liao.... been 5 days since I last blog le....
I shall try my best to recap....
5th Dec
Was recalled back to work in the pm..... *shrugs* 12 days in a row that I been wearing my number 4.... macam like no rest like that...... as usual, working day = no life day... the equation still remains....
6th Dec
Woke up early in the morning. 6/12/03 will be a very special day for my sister, that's the day she register her marriage!
went ROM early in the morning for my sis's ROM, was their appointed photographer. *lol*
anyway can see that she really happy and is marrying into a good family whom i am sure will treat her well!
Was really happy for her! finally at the old 'ripe' age of 26, she finally gotten married liao! :X lol
In the noon went TCC pak bball instead of CCC as the CCC court not open for use la.
Had a good day i remember, although shots were quite off but I made a few good rejections ! thanks for the memories to Ah Yong and Moofie! *lol*
After that as usual loh, went to the coffeeshop down the street to makan. but before that gonna go draw some cashie! the atm at shunfu market was down so i had to hitch a ride from Yong.
Wow, although I am used to riding and getting pillion about, I gotta say, being a pillion on a scram is really not safe...... made me think thrice about buying scram liao...... but still got that chance la! *lol*
anyway we went to the coffeeshop and ate a lot loh! me, yong, don, emily and simin ordered some dishes and share! *bao bao!*
then after that go home liao loh.... (shld be la i think....)
7th and 8th Dec
Work......
9th Dec
Still work.... but at night pak mj with Min, Ben and Yibin... lost.... *lol*
damn sway nowadays.....
Andrew and Donny came over as well to play ps2, supposed to watch soccer... lol.
they slept over till the next morning!
10th Dec
Woke up in the noon, suppose to meet uG earlier one, at 1+... but too shack, heng msg him before i sleep, that i will be postponing the meeting.
met him at 3+ eventually.
uG, rG, Gu and me went to SLS to buy uG's P4 loh. *diao uG with envy eyes @@*
saw a lot of goodies at SLS, now aiming to get a 15" LCD and a DVD Burner to burn ps2 games! :X
Gu got a new keyboard, some blank cdr while rg got a 6 in 1 usb 2.0 card reader and some blank cdr.
I only got 2 pcs of cdrw..... poor poor
after which uG treated us to Scissors Cut Rice!!! Song song sia eat till! just ask andrew loh! *haha*
then went over to uG house to install the pc hardware. spot on on the first attempt! haha
"wo shi shen tong!" *lol*
then go over to gu's place later in the night to watch Arsenal vs Loko!
11th Dec
Woke up at 2+ in the noon...
went makan with gu then he drop me off at amk to take bus home as he needed to go for his karaoke audition loh *all the best bro!*
then after that reach home, played cm4 for quite a while..... downloaded Bittorent, now downloading shits! lol
burned the ps2 iso ah gu downloaded for me! thanx man! winning eleven 7 is song stuff!!!
then watch the Infernal Affair 2 CD i borrowed from andrew! nice show! 5 thumbs man!
that's all le ba i think.....
I got a bad news...... a really bad one...... dad contracted cancer.... forgot its liver or lung.... heard from him over the fone that the doc told him it cant be save liao..... too late and spread too much....
didnt get a chance to tok to him these few days, must really meet him up and tok to him.... i gotta understand his condition!
i was walking home today from hougang point.... saw this funeral going on below my blk.... and i thought wat if 1 day i gotta do that for dad..... dun wish it to happen, dun even dare to think about it any further.....
dad, i hope u will be alright..... really.....
i had a dream of buying a house 1 day and asking u to come back to live with mum and me....... but that dream might only be a dream after all..... starting to see the hopes vapourising........
if there's really a god up there, i hope he show me he can help.... and not disappoint me like he always did....

God does miracles if you believe him.
though every decision he made, there's a reason behind it.
stay strong.
hmmmmm dun be too sad...
ur dad will be just fine . trust me. smile. need any help just come to me. i will try my best. smile again.
*prays*
dun worry, ur dad will be fine... cos like wad uG said.. god does miracles.... Qi ji hui chu xian....
thanks guys and gals for all ur encouragements..
i dunno la..... right now i am only hoping for the best... dunno wat to do also.... dunno in wat ways i can help....
thanks all for ur concerns and for standing by me....