Merry Christmas 2003

Merry Christmas to all my dear friends and anyone who visits my blog!

Christmas is supposed to be a happy occasion, the day which Jesus Christ was born...

But it ain't a happy occasion for me... at least not this christmas.....

First of all I gotta work on the eve, till 10pm... and for the whole day, other then my re-occuring sprained back, i felt nauseous for the whole day.... never really eat much.... can't even bring myself to finish the food.... i hate that sucky feeling... and to think that when the cold wind blew at me, i am perspiring..... WTH?

For all the xmas eve since my secondary school days, i always had friends or gf to celebrate with me.

Not this xmas....

Usually Ming and Bros will be out with me, if not will be my gf at that time, but this yr i got no friends (of school ties) with me.. what i got was ug,alex,jess and her friends... which I knew they ask me out is last minute one la....

Ming and bros never contact me... but i can understand... wei da got gf now, so he accompany her... fine, same for derong... for chenming he got his own clique... so nvm...

but for esther and nuqin they all?????? wat the hack? they invite joey and bf to eat and go zouk, but not me at all???? maybe i am no longer part of the group... maybe they think 2 of them go better than i go... and if we go altogether, i will turn the situation into an ugly one.... or maybe i was nv really that close to them all.... just my wishful thinking.....

i am disappointed with them..... really....

being alone is nv always bad.... at least u can do wat u wanna do and does not need to be afraid of misunderstandings and blah blah blah...

anyway this xmas was not like an xmas.... at least not how i feel inside.... go out wander around and take night rider home..... my first time though! *lol*

nothing much then other then watever crap i been crapping again.....

shld be spending tmr taking photos.... aiiii..... *ciao*

Last Christmas by Beatles
Wait
Oh yes, merry Christmas little girl
Hey!
Last year, you left me, little girl...

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice as shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

Last christmas,
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart (oh yeah)
But the very next day you gave it away (gave it away)
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Ooh, Now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again

Last Christmas (twice as shy)
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (you still catch my eye)
This year
To save me from tears (do you recognize me?)
I'll give it to someone special (no, it doesn't surprise me)

Last Christmas (I wrapped it up and sent it)
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (saying "I love you" I meant it)
This year (what a fool i've been)
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (I know you'll fool me again)

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart (oh yeah)
But the very next day you gave it away (gave it away)
This year
To save me from tears (from tears)
I'll give it to someone special (special)

Last Christmas (oh yeah)
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (gave it away)
This year
To save me from tears (from tears)
I'll give it to someone special (special)