Tuesday. Good Day. Evening. Rainy Day.
Didn't really slept the last night...... slept for an hour only then off to work le...
Was quite unhappy la..... PMS again......
Well, was talking to Andrew and jQ loh, anyway i can't sleep ma and feels quite fan...
Andrew got his own set of probs la, but hope i help lighten his load abit. Correct bo brother? We are sworn bros now hor!!! :D *lol*
Tok to jQ loh about some shit... wat she say quite true also la...... i also dunno wat to do now... nothing going as plan.... i am taking it one step at a time now....
by the time i finished talking, it was closed to 5 le.....
Woke up at 7, took cab to work la...... stupid..... waste money again...... i hate to waste money on cab loh! so EX!!!!
work work work all the way till like 3.45???? when my work was supposed to end at 3????? wat to do? got no friend ma...... gotta finish every shit myself.... bitches.....
walk out of camp took me 15 min.... reach bus stop, the rain pour began.... heng siao, if not become luo dang chee le. *phew*
after that go makan at hg pt la, the $2.50 fishball noodle, quantity a lot one!!!
hehe *full*
went home had a nap.... damn song, then wake up at around 10 loh.... miss my 9pm Channel U show....
ya, anyway i finished my BAND OF BROTHERS book liao. 5 STAR stuff man! woohoo!
Next to come is a cina xiao pin. *aims to buy Citizen Soldier next!*
time for some chim-mi-no-logy liao.
I been pondering for the whole day.
Is there a really a thing called love at first sight? is it possible?
For all my 21 years of life, I never believe in this thing... to me it only happens in fairy tales...
How can you like someone at first sight? without getting to know that person ? blah blah blah...... cant right? unless you are a person who only goes for looks and dun care the rest, then that shldn't be a prob liao.....
was discussing this with jQ, and she made me realised something, that I might have to believe in this now....
I am nv that guy of person that go for looks... although i had to say i want my partner to be someone who i KAN4 LE4 HUI4 SHUANG3 one loh, HUI SHUN YAN one. Like I said before, character is the thing that will last through the years and will be the fundimental foundation of any love interests, and I still believe in that today.
But I believe in another thing now... that's something call fate and affinity... and these are the things you cant explain one loh...... it just *twink" happens!!!
That's why they say love is blind.....
What you guys think ar? share share leh!
I saw a verse in the book i bought yesterday, translated into ang mo, it is something like this
"CONFESSION IS USUALLY A ONE SIDED AFFAIR, AND EVERY CONFESSOR, HOPES IT WILL BECOME A TWO-WAY RELATIONSHIP!"
My ang mo not too good. but really, it sounds much much nicer in CHINESE!
Daniel Chan - Wen Xia Qu Ai Shang Ni
(saw this from san's blog, got my inspiratiotion from there, anyway i will put the ang mo meaning in bold below the lyrics._
yu jian ni xu yao yun qi
(it takes luck to know you)
ai shang ni que yao duo shao yong qi
(it takes much more courage to love you)
miao xiao de wo zhi zhong yu zi ji
(i only cared about myself in my own small world)
ren shi jian que rong bu xia yi duan chuan qi
(but the small world is not enough to contain a legacy)
you ren shuo gai wang le ni
(some said i should forget you)
wo ning yuan wang ji le wo wu zhi
(but i rather forget about my unknowing)
shi qu liao ni tao hao zheng ge tian di
(then to lose you and make the others happy)
you shen me zhi de liao bu qi
(wat's there to be proud about?)
*wo bu gu yi qie rang shi jie ting zhi
(i forsake everything even if it means to stop the world)
ye yao huan ni yi ge jian chi
(to at least return you an answer) (something like that... dunno how to translate this part.)
ren sheng de jie ju bu xiang ju jiu shi fen li
(in life, either you end up as a pair or you live in singlehood..)
ye zong suan liu xia le xiang ai de hen ji
(but at least, that's traces of once-love)
you ren shuo wo gai fang qi
(some said i should give up)
yao fan hui bi zhi mi hai rong yi
(to back out is easier then to carry on)
zui nan de shi shi qu ai de neng li
(but the hardest thing to do... is to lose the ability to love you)
zai gu du li zui sheng meng si
(left alone to drown in loneliness)
back to * 2x
quan shi jie dou zai deng zhe wo kan zhe ni
(the whole world is waiting for me, looking at you)
rang wo wen xia qu ai shang ni
(let me kiss on and love you!)
hmmmmm whu's jQ? hehehee...
i dun believe in love at first sight too...
my friend at lovehurts loh.
y u dun believe wor? share leh.
i wanna know.
interested in this thing called love-at-first-sight. :D
to me..love at 1st sight is usually nuthing more den a crush.... after a while..it will jus fades off... cos at 1st sight..u onli notice the looks.. after when u get to noe tat person.. the "Real" him/her might turns u off...
yap..tat's my view la..
nissan : wat if the love at 1st sight, the thing that the person notice is not the looks but the personality? like tat how ? *lol*
but i do agree la, even if it is so called love at 1st sight, u still need to get to know each other la before you all can proceed on. :D
though my comments abt off the topic la, but just wanna share what i think, if possible :D, i think that in our lives, we only love once, even if the person u love is not with u anymore, dead or alive, u still should only love him/her for the rest of your life. I dont believe that one can love so many people, one after another, to me, that is not real passion/love. THis is just my thinking ya, so no offence to anybody. :)
i juz dun believe loh... if it's love at first SIGHT, den i muz in love with his looks or appearance rite... i dun even noe his character yet...
Avril : then does it mean u'll only have 1 relationship? how u know u found the real one wor unless u try, right?
hmmmm, rgrding wat u said as in love only one, i would say 1 can love a few over a lifetime, but there is certainly one that left the most impact. but if u r not together with that one, others will come in loh. it doesnt mean u dun really love her, just that time had pass, couple have parted, another came along......
min : ya, u r quite righ hor, but how about love at first sight with personality? possible? i dun mean u know that person that super well, but hor just that something got u so so attracted leh?
u believe in affinity?
From what i said previously, its possible to have a few relationships but inside u, u know that its not love because it could either be only a crush or a physical attraction, or anything else that is not real. And its not abt trying out to meet the right one, its, when the right one is here, u can just feel it, so when u do, he/she will be the only one for u, dead or alive therefore i think, its useless to try out and hurt those people because to me, i can only have one in my heart and its forever, even if hes not with me. Many call it living in the past but to me, i call it love.
avril : maybe u r right. but i had felt more than once for someone. and it aint a stupid crush or a physical attraction. to me , i believe only in wat i feel. not wat i see. i love with heart. not with my brain.
i saw this in a book of mine. it said the difference between like and love is, when u love, u are blind, when u like, u still have some sanity in u. :D