hmmmmmm, wat happen today?
Well, went back to camp to report sick in the noon for my back pain.... the MO say it is nothing too serious, just a sprained back, gave me a week of excuses and also a day of mc at home.
well too sian at home... so went to meet gu, max, hx, sai, and rg in town, all going for their xmas shopping.
except me la.... got nothing to buy... or shld i say no $$$ to buy..... of course no money, still must eat la... so we went to the food court at meridien... ate korean kimchi soup.. full full.
later after that we go see Youth Cup loh between tong whye and whye nam, saw qixian and huanwei there, they playing for tong whye. tong whye got some really good players loh. but we only watch the 2nd half nia.
after that went china town to meet eugene for porridge supper. ate finished we send sai home, but stop on the way to eat satay.... lol
that's all la...... boring nite....
Think it will be the first xmas eve that i will be spending alone.... friends got their own activities..... zhirong got her beau to pei.... good friends got dates.. person i want to date got date also and that is not me btw...
not really used to spend an xmas like this.... but wtf.... i got no choice loh.... haha.
think i will just take it like a routine day la.... but add a bit of vodka to my dull nite... they say u can nv run away from reality... but i believe a little break from it wont hurt....
tok to her just now.. or shld i say chat.... at least i know my stand now and her point of view....
and i knew other things also.... so right now it becomes an internal struggle...
now i know my shld do and shld not....
i will always be the sam that everyone know... the lame one, corny one, the one who can take care of pple and dun need pple to take care of, the one that admit his wrong and challenge pple who wrong him.... the one who made silly mistakes.... that is the sam everyone know..... i will be that way....
Remember me this way - Jordan Hill
Every now and then
We find a special friend
who never lets us down...
Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend i have found...
I know you can't stay
a part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay.....
I'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesturday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care.....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
and if you lose your way
think back on yesturday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,
you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesturday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
o.....
this way.
