October 2003 Archives

hmmmm (seems like nowadays i like to start my blog entries with hmmmm *lol*)
Now is 06:46 AM, and I don't know why.... Can't sleep.... but gonna try to sleep after this entry, was planning to do it later before I left for work but thought against it, since I know I gonna rush later on *lol*

Nothing much again this few days, on the 28th I was working my 2nd morning, after work went pak mahjong with camp mates from 4pm to 4am *wtf???? so long???* *lol*

Reached home slept like a log loh.

Next day woke up at evening time, quarrelled with sis at night when she came back..... aiiiii...... that sux... really..... quarrelled over financial matters..... my fault la..... aiiii.... gonna think over things liao I guessed.

Anyway after that Donny came over and we pak game loh and at the same time tok the monkey minny min! *lol*

That continued all the way into the morning of 30th, thursday.

Just now went to Jalan kayu with Donny and Andrew. Believe it or not, 1st time in 21 years of life I ate there...... shuan ku sia...... aii.....

Anyway today minny will have her exam at 9 AM, I gonna wish her all the best and pray to Jesus, Buddha, Allah, watever for her good results! *lol*

Last night I was on ICQ with my ex Joey. I am happy now cause I finally am sure I am over her le and can return and be best of friends with her. Its a good feeling to know that after seperation you still can be friends, and when you are friends, you only treat her as close close friends. I am glad, really glad.

I actually went to see her friendster testimonial on her bf just now..... didn't feel a thing, and actually laugh at wat i am doing.... lol.... guess I am alright... I think i am, anyways!

Recently I feel life had been rather good for me, looking back, I knew a lot of new friends, and among them are some that I believe are true friends. Andrew, Donny, Alex, Ruiguo, Eugene. Michelle, Lixian and Minny.

These past months I had grown closer with them, lol, especially Donny, Andrew, Michelle and Minny.

Thanks to Donny and Andrew and Ruiguo for listening to me when I was down and being there with me to crap about life.

While I thank my beloved, dear, bao bei, monkey min, minny, watever for all the chats till early in the morning and for exchanging lame ideas with me and of course being there for me.

I thank everyone, too many things to be mention here.

I gotta be strong man and pull myself out of my financial pitfall but hey, when there's a will, there will always be a way !

I gotta be patient, exercise control, be discipline and I will come out stronger!

Thanks guys and gals!

Time to ZzZzZzZZzZZZz

PS: My gallery should be ok le, but my own IE cant view.... Netscape can leh.... but all the other people's IE all can..... WTH?????

Q) What are the 4 characteristics/criteria u look for in your future partner?

a) her character
Definitely plays a big big part, appearance will wrinkle, will grow old with time, but character won't.
I don't need an angel, just someone that is caring enough, loves me, respects elders, fillial, will do.
Dunno why, but it seems like I like girls that are independent and got their old views. Not the submissive kind.
But I also believe girls should be a bit weak at times, cos these are the times I can protect her *hehehe*
Girls are meant to be protected anyway.

b) her appearance
Importantly I must see liao shun(4) yan(3).
No need chio, pretty, watever, of course if it is it will be a additional bonus loh. Face can't stay forever, but personality will!

c) her educational level
does it make a diff?

d) her background
I used to think no diff la.
But my previous r/ships tells me that it does make a difference to how a couple can communicate...
sad to admit....
i come from a shit background, so who would I expect to be with me for the rest of my life?????

no one in fact.... why be with me ? and suffer? that's not the life i wanna give and neither the life she would want.....

this is Singapore mind you, not some country side....

Special English Translation for Donny San

Hurting more than words could ever try to say
Once again my tears come raining down
Someday, though, I know that all I feel will be...
So I sing... this 'Unending* Melody'...
Hold you close within my heart and tomorrow will live
again and
Maybe you and I will live there, too...

*Sing without you
I'll sing without you
Can't you feel my heart
Falling through the rain?

sing without you
I'll sing without you
Can't you hold my tears?
Cause, still I love you

I can't face that thought of being alone
I sing, for the song still carries on
Hold you close within my heart and think of all the
songs we would sing
But your voice has faded soft away...

Sing without you
I'll sing without you
Can't you feel my pain?
There's nothing I can do...

I still have a longing for your memory
Even if it only causes pain...
I want to tell you of what's in my heart

But right now... there's no one here for me to tell...
Once again the rain comes pouring, slowly seeming to
turn into dreams
Where tomorrow is 'played' just like a song...

*repeat

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Hide..... the lead guitarist of X Japan who commited suicide in his apartment, following news of his girlfriend leaving him (rumoured).....

A man who died for love... he was a sentimental person.

He was a vital part of X , and the X members knew about it too.... thus they long for him to be there.... with them.... to continue on.....

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2nd of May, 1998 - a day to be remembered by all lovers of hide, X Japan, and the whole JRock scene. hide, guitarist of the disbanded lengendary X Japan, committed suicide in the morning and was announced dead at 8:52am.

In that morning, hide went home (Noah's Ark) at about 6:30am. His neighbour did not noticed anything wrong until 7:30, when a woman in the apartment found hide in his bathroom, unconscious with a towel hanging by his neck to the door knob. hide was sent to the hospital immediately but unfortunately, he was announced dead at 8:52am.

After the disolution of X Japan in September 1997, hide went well with his solo works, including "Zilch" and "hide with Spread Beaver". There is no evidence that he ended his life due to career depression. Also, there is a rumour saying that hide was reshearsing a "suicide scene" in his next live concert, and he died of accident. His reason of death is still a mystery, the Police can only confirmed that he was drunk when he returned home that morning.

hmmmmmm, i will just start with Thursday ba.

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Thursday 23rd October 2003.
Was an off day for me.
Went to take some photos in the Esplanade/One Fullerton/Raffles place district, was embarking on a personal project to shoot that area.
Was there from noon till around evening time, after which I went down to Clementi Sports Hall to watch the Singapore Girls Bball team play against Eng Tat Hornets with rg, qx, donny, zhang yuan, min and yibin.
Ok la, nice match, first time see girls play so so well! although they lost, they show that they aren't inferior to guys!!
and the number 14!!!!!! *drools* *lol*
Ok lah, after that went makan loh, as usual, was walking towards the hawker centre, when I saw Shu Kun, a friend of mine, did some catching up for a while. Ate Black Peppered Beef Steak at the hawker centre and drink sugar cane juice! Eating is really a way of life!
After which we went back home loh.
Later that night in irc, saw Andrew and Alex going to makan supper! *lol* Then I think "Steady loh, bo jio? ....."
Later in the night donny sms me to makan! *lol* Me, donny , eugene and alex went loh. Alex's second supper of the night! Ate a pirated Chong Pang Nasi Lemak..... complete waste of money and time...... if i know i will stay at home and koonz.....
Anyway when Donny came to pick me up that time, his car's fuel was already running low, when he was sending me home, the car fuel empty liao..... running on reserve liao.... cos the light indicator came on.
We panic loh and went to Esso to pak you, poor poor now, pak $10 nia.
But got something funny, pak finish liao we go back inside car, fatass donny was astonished loh, why the needle never indicate one????? the light still there and still the needle points to empty?????? lol
ask him to move abit will indicate liao, guess donny nv run on reserve b4, hahaha.
Reach home at 7am! slept like a log!

Friday, 24th October 2003.
Deepavali! Festival of lights! Woke up at 3pm. Rushed down to TCC, played a bit of bball..... felt like going home midway... damn bored loh..... and no one was in the mood to play bball
but stay on and pak la......
went to eat later on with the guys at the usual place.
ate alot!!!! maybe too much..... cos whole day nv eat ma..... vomitted later.....
anyway the guys and gals decided to play mahjong at my place la.
hmmmmm, huan wei, serene, xuemin, donny, wei xian, eugene were all there.
played whole night! shag loh.
donny, ug and xuemin slept over at my place.
lol
donny played ps2 till like 12pm??? and xuemin was sleep-talking and sleep-laughing.. *donny: i heard it loh, u awoken me!!!!*
then i was super shack! keep waking up later later and later! :X went to work in the afternoon loh....

Saturday, 25th October 2003 and Sunday 26th October 2003
Usual kind la, work noon, went home, nua, slp.....
but reformatted my hdd on sunday though... was removing some spywares when i cant surf or anything..... connection cant recognise dns...... in the end i just fuck it after around 2 hours+ of trouble shooting... just reformat la! lol

Monday, 27th October 2003
Hmmm, that will be today! went work in morning! slept at 4 am the day before, cant get to sleep.... so was shack at work.... hmmmmm.... came home, went to shoot hoops.... shoot a while came home..... nua..... fall asleep.... *lol* Came to see see look look my sites.... my gallery down.... kns...... gonna reinstall tmr or something.... now blogging loh.... gonna sleep le! ciaoz!

*ex msg me just now... was ok with it now la, not sad not angry, kinda nornal about it, guess i am alright now! i better be! lol*

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Feeling - Wanna improve my life and live the way i wanna live!

Movie of the moment - Fifteen!!!!! I wanna watch it *Proud local flim supporter*

Will blog later or tomorrow ba...... tired...... go zZzzZZZ first!

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Saturday
Hmmmm, went to CCC la, after my last blog entry.
Met Donny for lunch first, was late in fact :X
Anyway had a quickie then took MRT to CCC, supposed to meet Edward, but Big Mouth was even later loh....

Anyway reached CCC and as usual lah, play bball loh, wat else...
but I was damn sian that day.... partly because of the so called "unbeatable team" la, if this is wat they like to do then i will most probably stop going down soon le... Nobody like this kind of one-sided down games, except maybe the winners.... I am not the only one complaining... besides we are playing there every saturday as a form of get together and have fun, is this fun for everyone?
I heard that last time there's still moderation but not anymore..... this really sux... I hate to see groupings.....

Anyway after bola, went to Far East and eat at Ramen-Ten, shot a vid clip of donny eating the ramen. lol.
except for Alex who went off to eat alone..... it was after i went in get seated then i realised.... if not i would go and accompany him...... how can like that? go as a good and eat seperately???? WTF????????

I saw the NEW COUPLE that day holding hands *you know who you are* and it was really swwwwweeeeeeettttttt!!!! Brings me back memories of last time *laughing silly at myself*

Anyway after that, weixian, alex, donny and me went Holiday home KTV to sing! Wensi and Gu joined up with us as well.
We sang for 4 hours? but thoroughly enjoyed ourselves.
There's this incident that we would happily singing when the comm suddenly rebooted..... after it came back on, all our songs were gone!!!!!! we were like, WTF???? I stormed out of the room and wanted to go see the management when alex rushed out and tell me the lagging pc is working again! *lol*

then we were scrolling around when we saw QING TIAN!!!!!!! no doubt we insert it right away and sang 3 TIMES!!!!!!! Donny 1 time, Gu 1 time and of course ME!

Sing finished leh, we went kopitiam near hotel rendenvous to eat.
saw a lot of girls, old, pretty, out of shape?? you name it they have it. And 2 of our bros actually had their horns growing by the second. *lol*

After makan of course went home loh, dead tired!!!!

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Sunday and Monday
Nothing much cos both were working days...... happily sticking to my get-bulk regime...
hmmmmm..... FULL STOP.

Anyway was thinking today, is it really good to be a good person?

What benefits do I get for being good?
Get 'makan' by people? get take advantage of? knocked off later? do work while others busy slacking around???
wat wat and wat man?????

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Before I forget, I wanna tell the story of Wonderful tonight, a song by Eric Clapton.

Eric wrote this song in mere minutes while his wife was getting changed to accompany Eric to a ball.

And this is how the lyrics go, about Eric's love to his wife and how she was always beautiful to him. So romantic!!

It?s late in the evening
She?s wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That?s walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don?t realize
How much I love you

It?s time to go home now
And I?ve got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

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By the way, the links for the pics taken on sat - Gallery

Bad thoughts had been crossing my mind these past few days.....
Is it only when I am under immense pressure, then these things comes back to haunt me? I wanna get past this stage but I failed tremendously.... I really hope for a break through... being stagnant aint gonna help me... at all.....

I saw her in friendster... saw her comments on her beau...... saddens me even more.... isn't that suppose to be me? *lol*

I don't deserve her anyway...... and neither do I deserve anyone at all.....

I was brought back to that down period of my life which I even attempted suicide... chances are I will never do something as stupid again....

She had left me... No longer loves me and that is the truth and the reality, I will move on! I promise myself this.

Besides love, I think about my families and friends.... I let everyone down.... I was the one they hold so much expectation to.... and so far besides giving them the academic results.... What did I gave?? I didn't deliver my promise....

Some say I am still young, but to me that is not a good excuse.... I really wanna do good and prove to EVERYONE that I can make it. Yes I can!!!

Enough of all this crap, time to go CCC, bye blog, see you tonight!

*I feel numb to love..... anyone can help? *lol*"

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Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like guys/girls in a relationship. You really have to take good care of them, because if you won't, something might happen"...

One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it. You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.

Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back. Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.

The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.

You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.

You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.

You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the
old one, but it's getting there. Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet.

Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet. And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet.

Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it. That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet.

You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

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Nothing much to blog now...
ok i was on mc yesterday... spent the whole day at home, wandering around in the house, shit and sleep... nothing more i guessed....

anyway i installed a new gallery and will add more photos to it ba! check it out and maybe you can comment on it.

Ya, one more thing, was back to my sad self last night.... dunno why.... just broke down, just exploded.... hope it is the final time......

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you are. You enjoy being wierd, and people
enjoy watching you act wierd and over-the-top.
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Just reach home not too long ago from the movie UnderWorld

!!! Watch it with Andrew, Alex, Donny and Monkey Min! :P I would grade it . The Lycans and the Vampires!!! The Abominations!!! My kind of theme man! Reminds me abit of Blade series though.

That fat-ass was late again! *PRIVATE !!! WAKE UP YOU FUCKING IDEA!!!!* *lol*
Anyway we had this tasty chicken rice in Bishan! Yum yum! Thanks to Gu's recommendation.

Anyway before I went to meet up with the guys I was in camp!
Went to gym to work out! I was shack out...... I really was....... Fell asleep on my way back home, it was that kind of really tired and just sleep kind loh... song4 sia by the way. :X
Hope I will gain more bulk instead of this thin frame..... but not bad la, slowly seeing results!

Nothing much la, that's all! Need to clean up my room and go into slumbering mode...

Anyway alot of people say I am lame! I like it! *lol* Am I really lame? Is my kind of lame good? tell me leh!!!!! *shoutssssssssss*

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Current Song in Mind - Like An Angel by Yngwie Malmsteen
I've been searching for you
for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found
all that in you
Like an angel you came to me
And now I see
The stranger in me is finally free
To feel true love

From heaven I knew you were born
on the wings of love
you were brought to me
i've been longing for truth
journeyed so far
to be with you

Like an angel you came to me
And now I see
The stranger in me is finally free
To feel true love

Currently Feeling - Aching all over but determined to live my life a better one!

Muahahahaha!
I am proud of myself these days. I work whole heartedly, and everyday updates my blog! I so GUAI! *lol* Any gal wanna give me a kiss as reward? *lol* *Crazy Mode ON!!!!*

Usually nothing much happen one la, on working days.... but tomorrow will be going to watch Underworld with Donny, Alex and Gu! Hope it is nice la. Before that should be staying back in camp to do some work out in gym!

I wanna be bulkier!!!! *lol*

Anyway I was reading the The Sunday New Paper.... headline was about this gal whose 13 years old and have over 50 thongs/g-strings.... don't get me wrong, cause that is not the main point. Main point is when I turn and saw a part that reads something like "I wanna lose my virginity at 16!"

Was quite disappointed when I saw the article. The girl interviewed still said that all her friends lost their virginity at around the same age... and at her current age (14), she already started kissing and petting.... I am not trying to noble here or anything, I like sex! *lol* But I would like to do with someone I really love! Not to any tom, dick or harry.

Mentality of youths nowadays is that they wanna try the forbidden food... and to them virginity of no meaning..... too open for my liking...

I always believed that for a gal, virginity should only be lost after marriage or at least to someone you really love... not just because it is the norm or "In" thing to do....

wat are your views?

........

Tata! That should be all! Think of more things then I add later.

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Current Song in Mind - Trademark's Only Love
2 a. m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good - bye

Currently feeling - disappointed with wat this world had become... the mentality of our youths... the girls and the soldiers.....

Yesterday after work, reached home slack all the way till I went to bed!
Drank my Weight Gainer last night and is definitely happy about it! *lol*

Tonight gotta work out when I reach home!
Anyway been contemplating on whether I should put a tattoo a not! I had decided on it and I want to put the design below on my upper left arm!
But of course la, the rays of the sun gotta be quite equal, don't want to be exactly the same as the one below.

Then still contemplating on buying supplements! *lol* Headache! I am gettting VAIN! OMG!!!!!!

CIAOZ......

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EROS

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Yesterday reached camp, superior told me too many people on shift... *lol* i volunteered to go home! no mood to work sia...

reach home also slack, do nothing, played CS with the guys, frag 2 person! *lol* first time can frag pple! muahahaahah

then dunno y, very tired loh at night, so slept quite early, but quite sucky la... dunno how sia that i sprained my back...

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Wah!!!! 9 days since I last updated my blog? WTF???? *lol*
Was really busy man for the past week.
Basically just slept like 2-4 hours each day.... shack!
Where should I start?
I will start from the most recent one la.

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Saturday 11th October '03.
Rainy morning! Was out of camp at around 8+am.
Shared a cab with my friend and went to SSDC to book my TP loh.
After which went home, pak FFX then went to AMK and met up with Gu, Donny , Lixian and Louis to makan! Act my favourite Prawn Noodle and Chicken Cutlet! Wah super full sia!
Then took Gu's car to CCC.
Quite a good day of bball la, made the shots I want, can qie till happy, rejected some balls (and got rejected too.... thanks hor Reagan...) *lol*
Then after the bball session, we went to eat loh. as usual one la.
Went to Cineleisure. I never eat though, no appetite... too shack and also my stupid cough... After makan went HMV! I bought Iron Maiden's new album - Dance of Death! Heard the first few tracks only, but I must say, they are really niceeee! =)
Help the guys and gals took some photo then we parted for home liao. OMG! fall asleep once reach home sia.... *dead shack*

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Friday 10th October '03.
Work morning, was abit late but heng met my friend while I walk in and he tumpang me to camp! :D
Then I super hungry loh cos never eat breakfast but heng again!!!! cos he go tea break, I ask him to help me TA BAO! *smart*
12pm I hand over my shift liao!
So early end shift and later still gonna do Guard Duty... So I make full use of my time and went to the Gym! *song!*
Went back to bunk at 2 and slept till 4.
Then report for duty loh, luckily all went well!
but I slept very little... *sob sob*

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Thursday 9th October '03.
Morning went to take my TP.... failed again..... 28 points this time... failed because of stupid wobbling.... 3 x leh!!! 1 time cost 4 pts, so 3 times = 12... 28-12=16... I would have passed!!! CCB... stupid bike... Nvm next time I quite confident to say confirm can pass le! Need to go more practice and be more zhai! Then my DR/WR will come liao! *lol*

After which went to work loh... as usual.. nothing special....

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Tuesday 7th October '03
Morning went to take my oral! lol chatted with the teacher in Malay! so song! *muahahahaha*

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Saturday 4th October '03
PeiYing celebrated her birthday... can't attend cos I gotta work my midnight shift... so I slept slept slept from noon till night... then went to work loh....
While on the way to work, I msged my ex.... thru sms found out that she's going to her bf's friend's birthday party.
Told her I was supposed to go for my friend's birthday as well... msg her ask her where the birthday is... she said Lavender.... I called her and asked her if she's attending Peiying's birthday...... she said yes...
That moment I started thinking.... Yes, Alex and Donny were right, if I were there I would feel super awkrand and out-of-place...
I also think that by waiting for her, it is really pointless to do so.... Even heaven already telling me that not fated to be le..... really put my heart in this time to move on and give up.... let go of the past....

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Friday 3rd October '03
Supposed to go for Company Dinner as stated in the last post, but nv cause not feeling well... but went down to TCC instead =X
as usual la, made the shots and played the way i wanna play =)

All my friends posted this on friendster, i post it on my blog! ;)

> Welcome to the 2003 edition of getting to know
> your friends. What you're supposed to do is to
> read what's below first, so you can learn more
> about the person who sent you this. Next, make
a
> copy (not forward) this entire email and paste
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> known facts about your friends.
>
>
> ok wadever. here r the questions. :D
>
>
> So, here goes...
>
>
> 1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
> i woke up at 4 am today! 8/10/03!!!!! *lol*
>
> 2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS
> PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
> no one in mind.....
>
> 3. GOLD OR SILVER?
> SILVER!!!!!!
>
> 4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE
CINEMA?
> Tale of 2 sisters.......... wonderful director!!!!!!! completely confused the audience!!!!!!!! ..........
>
> 5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
> nowadays must be those wu zhong xian's variety show
>
> 6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
> nothing for today........
>
> 7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM
WITH?
> i, me and myself
>
> 8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
> I am normal..........
>
> 9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
> nice photos!!!!! good sportmanship!!
>
> 10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
> chinese have middle name meh?
>
> 11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
> BEACH!!!!!!!!
>
> 12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
> SUMMER!!!!
>
> 13. YUM?
> almost anything edible
>
> 14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
> i nowadays preferred mixed ones......
>
> 15. FAVOURITE CAR?
> Mitsubishi Rx7
>
> 16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
> Bacon
>
> 17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
> Heavy metal, speed metal and hard rock!
>
> 19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
> hypocritism
>
> 20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
> Sunflower!!!!! Lavender!!!!!!! *oops, did i see flower nia?????*
>
> 21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW
> LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL?
> a life time
>
> 22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
> No.....
>
> 23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
> Brown...
>
> 24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
> 6??? 7?????
>
> 25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
> countryside! no worries no nothing!!!!!
>
> 26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
> the circus kind i can't...... with work la, family , friends, like that i can! :)
>
> 27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
> Friday, Saturday and Pay Day!
>
> 28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
> don't like....
>
> 29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
> ate with ex...... a memorable and wanna-forget day........ life sux......
>
> 30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
> nope......
>
> 31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
> band of brothers! five star!!!
>
> 32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
> Risk!
>
> 33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
> Practical photography!

> 34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
> Issey Miyaki "The Perfume"
>
> 35. COMFORT FOOD?
> skittles!!!!
>
> 36.FAVOURITE SOUND?
> piak! pui!!!! *winks to Lx*
>
> 37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
> can't be describe in words.....
>
> 38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN
> YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
> work again???????
>
> 39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
> Mac.....
>
>
> 41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF
> MONEY... I would invest the money! and get more money!!!!!
>
> 43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
> for wat????
>
> 44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY?
> COOL!!!!!
>
> 47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE
> TIME, I would correct alot of mistakes I've
made over the years... [Same as Donny]
>
> 48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
> Anything!
>
> 49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT
> WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
> White!
>
> 50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
> another bed....... duhz........

Today supposed to be my off day de, after 2 days of midnight shift....
but so heng today is my coy's anniversary thus gotta attend it.... macam like burn my off like that kns.......

then tmr is ying's bday.... most probably can't attend.... cos my camp mates are those a-man-for-himself kind.... dun benefit them most probably will never help one.... BASTARDS!

so i LL gotta work loh.... aiiii.....

today can't go TCC again....... missed playing bball!!!!! :arghHHHHHHHH!:

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Currently listening to : Forever by Kiss

I gotta tell you what I'm feelin' inside, I could lie to myself, but it's true
There's no denying when I look in your eyes, girl I'm out of my head over you
I lived so long believin' all love is blind
But everything about you is tellin' me this time
Chorus:
It's forever, this time I know and there's no doubt in my mind
Forever, until my life is thru, girl I'll be lovin' you forever

I hear the echo of a promise I made
When you're strong you can stand on your own
But those words grow distant as I look at your face
No, I don't wanna go it alone
I never thought I'd lay my heart on the line
But everything about you is tellin' me this time

chorus - yeah!

I see my future when I look in your eyes
It took your love to make my heart come alive
Cos I lived my life believin' all love is blind
But everything about you is tellin' me this time

chorus repeats 2x

Aiiii........ just woke up at 7pm today...... need to go work again soon.....

lucky tomorrow off *hengz*
but still can't go TCC, this is like the 3rd week in a row that I am not there.....
but nvm la, think will make it up by going to CCC on sat before work...

hope today workload not so much! *chaoz*
brb in 13-14 hours. *lol*

Last night was the start of yet another week of graveyard shift..... it is really sucky man...
somemore falling sick le...... have sore throat and cough....... hate the feeling to be sick
Yesterday was Children's Day. Happy belated Children's Day to all the kiddos who visit my blog! *lol*

This few days started thinking about me, her and her again.... aiiiiii...... complicated sia now..... but then again it would be cleared faster than i thought!

I been feeling quite upbeat this few days! With this current surge of confidence I have, I believe I can do anything and everything but of course it will take time! so I must constantly remind myself to be patient!

hmmmmmm.... i got a few resolution this month
1. spend less money on all those un-necessary stuff
2. spend less money on cab
3. learn something!

Ya, min min got a new site too ! her updated link is below, right at the end of this page!

ok la.
that's all ba for the time being.
will add more when i think of more!

now time for some ZzzzZZzzzzZZZZZZzzzzZZzzZzzZZ

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Currently listening to - "So Fine" by Guns N Roses

How could she look so fine
How could it be she might be mine
How could she be so cool
I've been taken for a fool
So many times
It's a story of a man
Who works as hard as he can
Just to be a man
who stands on his own
But the book always burns
As the story takes it turn
An leaves a broken man
How could she be so cool
How could she be so fine
I owe a favor to a friend
My friends they always come through for me- Yeah
It's a story of a man
Who works as hard as he can
Just to be a man
who stands on his own
But the book always burns
As the story takes it turn
An leaves a broken man
If you could only live my life
You could see the difference you make to me- To me
I'd look right up at night
And all I'd see was darkness
Now I see the stars alright
I wanna reach right up and grab one for you
When the lights went down in your house
Yeah that made me happy
The sweat I make for you
Yeah...I think you know where that comes from

Well I'd look right up at night
And all I'd see was darkness
Now I see the stars alright
I wanna reach right up and grab one for you
When the lights went down in your house
Yeah that made me happy
The sweat I make for you
I think you know where that comes from

How could she look so good(So good)
How could she be so fine
How could she be so cool
How could it be she might be mine