The road is clear!

I am finally clear now.... although I think I should be clear months ago.... but many happenings prevented me from reaching that state of "Nirvana". *lol*

Had a conversation with my ex just now, from the way she talked and what she say, I guess that piece of shit is really treating her well and I am please about it.
I also learnt that I really had no chance anymore.... it was coupled with the feeling I got from her these few days, either going out or responding to my sms...
Also I believe now is really the time to respect her decision and let her taste the consequences, be it good or bad in the end...

I had decided to cut off all contacts with her, be it phone, or icq or any other methods.
I am facing reality... you might ask how come i still do this and don't dare to face her...
Not that I don't dare to face her... but I know I can't treat her as a normal friend ba, i will be blinded by the curtains of love....

GOODBYE JOEY.... THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES... WISH YOU THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE! TAKE CARE.

We will still be friend, but not now la... one day when i got over you i will let you know

Friday
Went to TCC to play bball loh, had Half a Chicken with Xian mei prior to that. :) That day was a nice bball day lah, had lots of shots... finally feel somewhere at my usual standard le! Song man!

But during the later part in bball quite tu lan la... Cos I was going for this CLEAN PATH LAY UP loh... and Ah Yong came flying trying to reject me.... his choice of angle was fucking bad loh... I pengsan but heng Louis hold onto me... if not I sure no need to play at CCC on saturday le.... quite piss off la... but think back... that's Ah Yong la... he always play like that one... *lol*

After bball thing i don't want to say le.... :X

Saturday
hmmm.... went to makan with Andy at Newton loh as usual before the bball at CCC.

Felt my game was like saturday, good shots and pass. Except the incident with a stupid bull-dozer.... don't know where's he's going.... after he bull-dozed me i was damn piss off loh.... and i just walk out of the fucking game... his friend came and say basketball always got injury one ma, part and parcel of the game... I told him I understand it... Its ok if it is really accident but its not ok if the way he play during leisure time is like that loh... i am not the only one who's piss with the way he play loh... also ask around ba, usually i kena any shit i also wont show it one loh cos i know it is accident...
And after that went to shoot a few baskets..
Back at the court for some games, won the first lost the rest... was pissed again... cos no team work, no defence and everyone was like super lethargic... hate that kind of game i tell u... rather not play...

After that went Meridien to makan with the guys. Had a nice meal and found Malcolm to be really nice loh.
Alex lost his $$$ to makan, I wanted to lend him but he decline... so we all makan loh and alex watch on... Malcolm went to get a plate of chicken rice for him without asking loh and so Alex got food to eat!!!! *lol*

Then went Ktv with Donny! 2 guys nia so pathetic... had fun time singing! it was really fun be it only 2 person. but no QING TIAN... damn it!!!!!

that's all for the day !