September 2003 Archives

Dreams dreams dreams

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How long can a person keep on dreaming and dreaming and dreaming???
1 day he gotta wake up from it......

I was awaken tonight from my dream.
A short but sweet dream.

A dream that reminds me of a few things.
It reminds me that

-I am not suitable to be in love, to be in this kind of thing anymore..... I no longer remembers how to go after someone..... blah blah blah
-that i am really used to being single, to the extend that i rather be single then wait......

I dunno what I had become.
I used to love and enjoy the feeling of being in love, the courtship and all the other bits and pieces, but guessed i am too used to being alone le......

I was walking home today..... thinking over what I lack and need and cant do alone.....

I am used to being alone whole day at home..... I am used to shopping alone... watching movie in cinema alone...... play bball alone...... go and take photographs along..... i am even planing to go overseas alone to travel.....

looks like i am weird, really really weird........ what had i become??? I seriously dunno......

Currents

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Current Song -

Tommy Page - Don't Give Up on Love
You told me you loved me just yesterday
Now you tell me you're leaving
I beg you to stay
Our love started growing when I looked in your eyes
And now I feel like dying
'Cause we're saying goodbye
Hold on, hold on
We can make it happen if we try

Chorus:
Don't give up on love this time
Don't give up on us
'Cause true love is so hard to find
Let's remember how it always was
A one in a million gift from above
Don't give up on love

When I look at your picture hanging on my wall
The memories start flashing
And tears start to fall
'Cause deep down inside
I've been trying to hide
This smile on my face
Is just a disguise


Currently feeling - confused.....

Been a long timeeeeeee!!!!

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It's been a week since i last updated my blog sia.... looks like i am getting lazier..... *piangz*

Hmmmm..... been a fortnight i think since i last go down to TCC and CCC.... cause work schedule all clashed..... nvm, shld be able to go down CCC this sat liao!! See you guys and gals! miss you all so much!! *lol*

Ok let's recap!


18th Sept. 2003
Dun remember too much, but do remember that that night i went out and have dinner with a girl...... had a joyous nite :D just that she paid everything...... left me pondering for days and nights why she dun let me pay.....


22nd Sept. 2003
Work morning that day..... follow by regimental duty loh....... fuck up!!!! cause I signed one extra duty....... all because of all those retarded guards...... and my stupid 2IC!

Nvm.... my RSM say he going to fight for me...... hope I no need sign sia...... sentence is out.. just that I haven't physically go sign the book yet...... hopefully no need....


23rd Sept. 2003
Went Orchard alone to collect 306 pieces of photographs that i printed.... cost me $91.60!!!!!! O.o

Went starbuck and got a Hot Cafe Mocha! Cause damn shack from the duty the night before.

Went borders to get some books, got 3 books altogether!
-John Hedgecoe's Complete Guide to Photography.
-John Hedgecoe's Photography Basics
-Bryan Peterson's Learning to See Creatively

Cost me a BOMB! but nvm.... cause they are rare books!

Took a photo there as well

Later met that girl again.
Had a really really wonderful dinner! We ate at a rest in Esplanade which overlooks Fullerton hotel having candlelight dinner :D
She like it and so do I.
A lot of things happen that night, it's been a long time since i felt this way :D
let's hope it blossoms man....
will not elaborate too much on it.

Ya, bought a pair of glove that day too! For weights training!

The photos were nice too! hehehe


24th Sept. 2003
Went in IRC, got kick and banned by some shit in #basketball. Piss me off greatly. It aint the first time i got kick and ban. Won't be going back in le.
That's a few thing I hate in this world.
One of them is to be abused by some other shit's authority and to be under control by KIDS! I won't be there for them to kick and bounce around.
Bye bye #basketball! I hate KIDS!!!!
KNNBCCB!



So far that's all le.
Added 2 links in the LOVE section.
-Ai Ni Shi Ge Cuo Flash MTV
-Ai Ni Shi Ge Cuo Flash MTV V2

Hope you all like it!

What Tree Did You Fall From?

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A New Reading quite cute to read, take with a pinch of salt!
What tree did you fall from? Find your birthday, find your tree and
then scroll down... This is really cool and somewhat accurate, also in
with Celtic beliefs.

Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 - Beech Tree

APPLE TREE (Love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and
attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always
in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very
generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher
with imagination.

ASH TREE (Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive,
demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent,
talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and
trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

BEECH TREE (Creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks,
materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good
leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime
companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

BIRCH TREE (Inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly,
pretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the
vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of
imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

CEDAR TREE (Confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes
luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on
others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others,
many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true
love, able to make quick decisions.

CHESTNUT TREE (Honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, ofte! n due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not
understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

CYPRESS TREE (Faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

ELM TREE (Noble-Minded) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, loudest
demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

FIG TREE (Sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent,
does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family,
children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor,
likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

FIR TREE (Mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated,
loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontested lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

HAZELNUT TREE (Extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very
understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for
social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and
tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

HORNBEAM TREE (Good Taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

LIME TREE (Doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way,
hates fighting, stress, and labour, dislikes laziness and idleness,
soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not
tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

MAPLE TREE (Independent) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

OAK TREE (Brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,
independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the
ground, person of action.

OLIVE TREE (Wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

PINE TREE (Particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

POPLAR TREE (Uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very
self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and
pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity,
artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy,
reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

ROWAN TREE (Sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without
egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even
complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

WALNUT TREE (Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts,
often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected
reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult
and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

WEEPING WILLOW (Melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy,
attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful,
loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be
influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition,
suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner Yahoo! Games.


Not really true.... I was born on 28th Feb.... but not true.....

An off day finally!

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Been a tiring week i guessed...
Tiring because of my shift schedule..... sometime morning sometime noon, all jumbled up.... *lol*

Today is my first off after 5 days of shift! 5 days nia and I am so shack out already... must be the "graveyard" shift the week before that is causing my tiredness.

Right now is 2.10 in the afternoon, looking out of my windows, the rain are dropping non-stop..... wanted to go for my photography session... guessed all I can do is pray now! *sob sob*

16th of Sept was Donny's Birthday! Went out for dinner with Donny, Louis, Guo An, Rui Guo, Emily and Alex at California Pizza Far East.
Donny was late for 2 hours!!!!! *lol* Thus punished to treat us dinner! *thanks blacky!*
Then went Holiday Home KTV after that with Andrew joining us, but Guo An, Rui Guo and Emily did not join us.
Was damn shack that day loh... kept sleeping sleeping and sleeping in the car.... even while singing also feel like sleeping.... *lol*
But had a fun singing session that day la~ songs~ feel like rapping now! *muahahaha*
Some photos of that night, did not take them really well..... cos can't use flash as Alex eyes were injured.... But I found out something, to capture action you will need minimum stop of 1/60! *hmmmm* know something! thanks guys for helping me learn this lesson!



































That's all ba.... basically this week was revolving around work....... sux......
Update later ba shall i have anymore updates to make.

Currents

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Current Song -

她的睫毛
Ta de jie mao

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山)

親愛的總些事沒辦法教
qin ai de zong xie shi mei ban fa jiao
表錯情的感覺有一點糟
biao cuo qing de gan jue you yi dian zao
賴著不走
lai zhe bu zuo
會讓人
hui rang ren
很感冒
hen gan mao
以上這道理我全都了
yi shang de dao li wo quan dou liao
我將不該犯的錯都默背好
wo jiang bu gai fan de cuo dou mo bei hao
仔細觀察她的喜好
zi xi guan cha ta de xi hao
而我緊繃的外表
er wo jin beng de wei biao
像上緊後的發條
xiang shang jin hou de fa tiao
等她的答案揭曉
deng ta de da an jie xiao

她的睫毛
ta de jie mao
彎的嘴角
wan de zui jiao
無預警的對我笑
wu yu jing de dui wo xiao
沒有預兆
mei you yu zhao
出乎意料
chu hu yi liao
竟然先對我示好
jing ran xian dui wo shi hao
她的睫毛
ta de jie mao
彎的嘴角
wan de zui jiao
用眼神對我拍照
yong yan shen dui wo pai zhao
我戒不掉
wo jie bu diao
她的微笑
ta de wei xiao
洋溢幸福的味道
yang yi xing fu de wei dao

有些是沒辦法教
you xie shi mei ban fa jiao
表錯情的感覺有一點糟
biao cuo qing de gan jue you yi dian zao
賴著不走
lai zhe bu zuo
會讓人
hui rang ren
很感冒
hen gan mao
以上這道理我全都了
yi shang de dao li wo quan dou liao
戀愛的方式無法拿筆來抄
lian ai de fang shi wu fa na bi lai chao
也沒有規則可以取巧
ye mei you gui ze ke yi qu qiao
被動的緣分很不可靠
bei dong de yuan fen bu ke kao
喜歡的對象要自己挑
xi huan de dui xiang yao zi ji tiao

她粉嫩清秀的外表
ta fen nen qing xiu de wai biao
像是多汁的水蜜桃
xiang shi duo zhi de shui mi tao
誰都想咬
shei dou xiang yao
她嘴上亮麗的脣膏
ta zui shang liang li de chun gao
有一股自信的驕傲
you yi bian zi xin de jiao ao
我看得到
wo kan de dao

(RAP:她的睫毛
(RAP: Ta de jie mao
彎的嘴角
wan de zui jiao
無預警的對我笑
wu yu jing de dui wo xiao
沒有預兆
mei you yu zhao
出乎意料
chu hu yi liao
竟然先對我示好
jing ran xian dui wo shi hao
她的睫毛
ta de jie mao
彎的嘴角
wan de zui jiao
用眼神對我拍照
yong yan shen dui wo pai zhao
我戒不掉
wo jie bu diao
她的微笑
ta de wei xiao
洋溢幸福的味道)
yang yi xing fu de wei dao)

Her Eyelashes
Darling there are always things that cannot be taught
The feeling of expressing the wrong feeling is a bit bad
Hang on and refuse to clear out
Will make people
Sick of you
I understand all the reasons above
I silently memorize the mistakes I shouldn?t make
Carefully observing her favourites
And my drawn tight outward appearance
Is like a tight spring
Waiting for her to announce her answer

Her eyelashes
Curved corner of her mouth
Smiles towards me without warning
Without omen
Unexpectedly
Unexpectedly she shows good will towards me first
Her eyelashes
Curved corner of her mouth
She uses the expression of her eyes to take a picture of me
I cannot give up
Her smile
Brimming with the flavour of happiness

There are some things that cannot be taught
The feeling of expressing the wrong feeling is a bit bad
Hang on and refuse to clear out
Will make people
Sick of you
I understand all the reasons above
The way to love cannot be transcribed with a pen
And there are also no rules that you can take a snap course on
The fate of being passive is not very reliable
You need to choose the one you like yourself
Her fresh-face graceful outward appearance
Like a honey peach with a lot of juice
Everyone wants to take a bite of it
The shiny lipstick on her lips
Has a general proud confidence
I can see it

(RAP: Her eyelashes
Curved corner of her mouth
Smiles towards me without warning
Without omen
Unexpectedly
Unexpectedly she shows good will towards me first
Her eyelashes
Curved corner of her mouth
She uses her expression of her eyes to take a picture of me
I cannot give up
Her smile
Brimming with the flavour of happiness)

Currently Feeling - Artistic! Wanna take photos! But the weather sux!!

About Jealousy

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Most everyone experiences a visit from jealousy, the nasty green-eyed monster, at some point in their lives - whether it's over a best friend's career success or a gorgeous person flirting with their loved one. We tend to think of jealousy as a single emotion, but it is actually a mixture of a whole bunch of feelings; it can manifest itself as sadness, hurt, anxiety, fear, loneliness, paranoia, self-doubt, anger, and even extreme rage. While we can't necessarily stop this unpleasant sentiment from dropping in from time to time, we can control how we choose to act when it hits. When it consumes our thoughts or triggers behavior that can harm relationships or another person, that's when jealousy is truly a monster. The first step in breaking free from jealousy's grip is recognizing the problem, which your results on the Jealousy Test will help you do. The second is taking a deeper look at the real root of the problem: for every jealous feeling there is an emotion lurking behind that is much more significant than the jealousy itself. Jealousy is just the finger pointing at the fears that we are afraid to face. More often than not, the culprit is a feeling of low self-worth and a fear that we are not good enough to hold on to the things that matter most to us.

Results of Your Jealousy Test
Your score = 18


What does your score mean?
Most people experience a certain amount of fear that their loved one could leave them for someone else. After all, these things happen, and when they do, it is usually very painful. You, on the other hand, appear to have a complete lack of jealous feelings. If you were honest with yourself while taking the test, this means that you are extremely secure, strong, and independent. You know that if your partner ever leaves you, you will survive with your self-esteem and dignity intact. You realize that even though you might love your partner very much, s/he is not the only fish in the sea, and that you would eventually find happiness with someone else.


Test from Discoveryhealth.com

Research

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Share witht you all this thing that San Mao posted this in #basketball:

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe

Update

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Been working working and working....

Last week was on Ops duty... doing the "graveyard" shift.
It totally jumbled up my cycle man... now trying to adjust back to the wake up in the morning, sleep at night kind of cycle.

Because of my shift timing last week, I wasn't able to join the guys and gals at Tcc and Ccc last week, sorry bros and sis!

Actually nothing much to update la. Except that I had my eye on a new pair of shoe

Hope to get it by next week or something.

And holy shit!!!! My Samsung 17" LCD promotion ended liao @#%@$%%%
Think gotta wait for Sales Promotions again.... sucks man...

Love life had been nothing much than a disaster since 7 months back. Now I am steadily picking up my loss time.

Realised there's still so much thing I can do man! I wanna go for photography courses! and help do charity!!

All the incidents also caused me to lose a bit of that always much needed faith in something called Love.
There's this girl that I had good feelings about.... but everything is too early to say la, somemore I might not even go after her in the end, just lack the confidence.
Too much incertainties.... *shrugs*

Ok gotta go work le.

Update again when I can

*Liverpool won Blackburn 3-1! Kewell scored again!*

I am the Greek God Morpheus

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September 11th....

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Today is September 11th 2003. It had been a year since the dreadful incident which happened in New York.... At the World Trade Center....

To whoever may see this blog, please let us observe a minute of silence for the deceased... and may god bless them and let them rest in peace.

I hope that incidents of such will never ever happen again in the history of mankind.

Last September 11th was about Osama, this September 11th is about SARS.

We'll make it!

By the way, pls leave a comment in memory of the deceased.

Done it........

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SHE smsed me just now...... casual sms... i sms her back and ask her to tell her bf...... don't tell me........

called her..... tell her not to contact me for the time being, i wanna get over this shit .... don't wanna go thru it again.........

am i being a bastard????
i dun wanna do it but i had to.......

Angry with myself????

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Wat's wrong with me????????

Today woke up late for my cross country competition....... supposed to gather at 2 pm ...... I reached at around 3.40 pm..... naturally I got scolding......
After cross country, went to bus stop to take bus to TCC.... met a superior there... went forward to talk loh.... who knows.... once see me, f*** me left right centre...... CCB I already dont like him liao, still piss my already shit-start day off.......

Whether i call back to unfamiliar number is my choice wat..... he cant sms ar??? stingy piece of shit! always use me to let people think he's better..... need to use me meh???? knn......

Next went TCC, played like shit today..... somemore sprain my thumb again.... why must it always be that thumb??????

Was on the way back after makan at the usual kopitiam, tot of a lot of things ba...
was thinking why that time forgetting her so difficult, then right now it is so easy???? can't be friends now , maybe next time, not now..... she contacted me a few days back when i told her not to anymore..... think i gonna ignore her for quite some times ba......

Thought about a thing called LOVE!
think either i am sick and tired of it or that i gave up on it altogether le....

My last r/ship was the veto factor ba.
Went through a lot with her.... too much..... 2 years and all gone le.....
thought the r/ship meant something to her..... but it really nv i think......
since love between 2 can be so weak..... trust can be so weak...... how can i trust it again????
my 1st gf left me for another rich guy..... my 2nd gave up on me..... after that i gave up on myself.....

right now i just wanna be a fillial son!
make myself useful to the society.
i wanna do charity!!!!! *lol*

and in the mean time i will think for myself wat is the meaning of LOVE......

I am the Vampire Lestat!

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Rhiakath is your Vampire name.
You are an image of the Vampire Lestat. You love
yourself, and rightly so, because you are
clever, witty, sexy, and very cunning.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.cjb.net


What is your Vampire name?
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Flunk my TP again....

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Today I flunk again le..... seems like the more attempt i tried the more points i accumulate.... What the........

But I am not alone today la, first thing the tester come in and say, don't know why today all the testees so much points, and before I came out like no one pass.... they really power this time....

They catch me for a lot of thing i think i nv commit... but nvm la, next time try harder ba... need to go for more practice! kaoz! I wanna get my license!!!!

next tp is 9/10/03! Hope to pass by then!

The Lost Soul

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The Lost Soul
The Lost Soul


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Boring boring boring

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Monday!
Start going back to shift work le back in camp! After a week of off and leaves! But I would say it was not really a good start to work! Lots of cock-ups and messy things to clear!
Firstly I was suppose to work noon shift that day...... received a call around 8+ in the morning, asking me why i never go to work.... some idiot arranged for me to work morning that day but never tell me.... fuck..... waste my $8 to take Cab to work.... Then reach office my sir called me up.... tell me got 7 km run later in the noon at MacRitchie Reservior.... power loh.... no need inform in advice.... lucky got bring running kit... but had to go home in running shorts.... look so sexy *damn!*

Next up... hmmmmmm.... till now nothing happening la this week... boring week.... That's all ba.

when I think of anything else then i update again loh.

By the way, the LOVE and LINKS session updated liao.

I am Morpheus!!!

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You are Morpheus-
You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


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My past life.......

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Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Center Russia around the year 750.
Your profession was that of a entertainer, musician, poet or temple-dancer.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You were a sane, practical person, a materialist with no spiritual consciousness. Your simple wisdom helped the weaker and the poor.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to conquer jealousy and anger in yourself and then in those who will select you as their guide. You should understand that these weaknesses are caused by fear and self-regret.
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Do you remember now?

Got it from http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/

Which Friend are you? Never know was for girls....

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your brittany! the pretty, popular girl. the girl,
the girls want to be and the girl the boys want
to be with.. or in! watch your back, sometime
around there will be haters who are jealous,
don't let them get to you ;D


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The road is clear!

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I am finally clear now.... although I think I should be clear months ago.... but many happenings prevented me from reaching that state of "Nirvana". *lol*

Had a conversation with my ex just now, from the way she talked and what she say, I guess that piece of shit is really treating her well and I am please about it.
I also learnt that I really had no chance anymore.... it was coupled with the feeling I got from her these few days, either going out or responding to my sms...
Also I believe now is really the time to respect her decision and let her taste the consequences, be it good or bad in the end...

I had decided to cut off all contacts with her, be it phone, or icq or any other methods.
I am facing reality... you might ask how come i still do this and don't dare to face her...
Not that I don't dare to face her... but I know I can't treat her as a normal friend ba, i will be blinded by the curtains of love....

GOODBYE JOEY.... THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES... WISH YOU THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE! TAKE CARE.

We will still be friend, but not now la... one day when i got over you i will let you know


Friday
Went to TCC to play bball loh, had Half a Chicken with Xian mei prior to that. :) That day was a nice bball day lah, had lots of shots... finally feel somewhere at my usual standard le! Song man!

But during the later part in bball quite tu lan la... Cos I was going for this CLEAN PATH LAY UP loh... and Ah Yong came flying trying to reject me.... his choice of angle was fucking bad loh... I pengsan but heng Louis hold onto me... if not I sure no need to play at CCC on saturday le.... quite piss off la... but think back... that's Ah Yong la... he always play like that one... *lol*

After bball thing i don't want to say le.... :X


Saturday
hmmm.... went to makan with Andy at Newton loh as usual before the bball at CCC.

Felt my game was like saturday, good shots and pass. Except the incident with a stupid bull-dozer.... don't know where's he's going.... after he bull-dozed me i was damn piss off loh.... and i just walk out of the fucking game... his friend came and say basketball always got injury one ma, part and parcel of the game... I told him I understand it... Its ok if it is really accident but its not ok if the way he play during leisure time is like that loh... i am not the only one who's piss with the way he play loh... also ask around ba, usually i kena any shit i also wont show it one loh cos i know it is accident...
And after that went to shoot a few baskets..
Back at the court for some games, won the first lost the rest... was pissed again... cos no team work, no defence and everyone was like super lethargic... hate that kind of game i tell u... rather not play...

After that went Meridien to makan with the guys. Had a nice meal and found Malcolm to be really nice loh.
Alex lost his $$$ to makan, I wanted to lend him but he decline... so we all makan loh and alex watch on... Malcolm went to get a plate of chicken rice for him without asking loh and so Alex got food to eat!!!! *lol*

Then went Ktv with Donny! 2 guys nia so pathetic... had fun time singing! it was really fun be it only 2 person. but no QING TIAN... damn it!!!!!

that's all for the day !

Mayday is coming!

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May Day 'The Reunion Concert' 2003 on 25 Oct 2003 (Sat), 8.00 PM !!!!!!
Going to watch it definitely ! My fav band is coming!!!!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEE


With much anticipation, MAYDAY finally fulfills their promise to return to the Chinese music scene!

This popular rock band took the Chinese music scene by storm in 1999 with their Travis-like display of songs featuring love, friendship and youth aspirations. The quintet?s garage-style rock music, which contains a flawless mixture of dialect and Chinese lyrics, quickly gain recognition among the younger and hippier audience. MAYDAY then disbanded temporarily when some members were enlisted in the army in 2001.

Couldn?t join in the fun at their reunion concert in Taiwan? Then this is one concert that you definitely cannot miss! Join MAYDAY as they mark their reunion with powerful live renditions of famous hits such as ?Tender?, ?Ok Lah?, ?Pure?, ?Crazy World?, ?Terminate Loneliness?, ?I?, ?Zhi Ming & Chun Jiao?, and also brand new songs from their latest album, right here in Singapore!

With ever-strong enthusiasm for rock music, the much-matured MAYDAY will definitely bring you an unforgettable night full of all-time high live performances and surprises!

Currents

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Current Song - 星語心願 (張柏芝)

我要控制我自己
不會讓誰看見我哭泣
裝作我不關心你不願想起你
怪自己没勇氣

心痛得無法呼吸
找不到你(昨天)留下的痕跡
眼睜睜的看著你卻無能為力
任你消失在世界的盡頭

找不到堅強的理由
再也感覺不到你的溫柔
告訴我星空在哪頭
那裡是否有盡頭

就向流星許個心願
讓你知道我愛你


Heavenly Wish (Cecilia Cheung)

I want to control myself
I won't let anyone see me cry
Pretend that I don't care about you; I don't want to think of you
I blame myself for not having courage

My heart hurts until I can't breathe
I can't find the traces you've left behind
(I can't find the traces left behind yesterday)*
Eyes wide open, watching you, though I've no strength
As you disappear at the end of the world

I can't find a resolute reasoning
I will never feel your gentleness again
Tell me, where is space?
There, does it have a limit or not?

So towards the meteors, I'll make a wish
To let you know I love you

Currently Feeling - Happy cause i am clear le... but sad cos i had to let go le...

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