5 Ws and 1 H.
Who is my love?
What is my love?
Where is it?
When is it coming?
Why would it come back?
How is it coming back?
I used to want her so much to be back in my life........ I used to, really....
I tried to forget her too, even to the extent of trying to go after other girls that fancied me.... but to no avail..... i can't keep her off my mind...
I am starting to get so sick and tired of this shit call LOVE.
Why is love = shit?
Love used to be honey...... but once someone don't valued it anymore, it becomes shit....... why do i still want to hang on to shit of others? People treat it like shit and I treat it like treasure....
I am sick and fucking tired.... I wanna die.... I don't wanna live anymore...
Due to my fuck up family and whatever shit that happen to me, I used to have a thinking
"If I have another chance to live what would i wanna be? the answer is NO... I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE ANYMORE... IT IS SO TIRED TO BE ALIVE.... TOO MUCH FOR A WEAK PERSON LIKE ME."
I am sick of all the rejections, all the sadness, all the one sided love, all the stupid signal... all the uncertainties.... all the i don't know, all the i am trying and hope it works... and all all all all all all other fucking shit!
fuck man! i hate it, i hate it!
i would just drown in my pool of vodka and die there!
y oh y? anyone know?
Creep By Radiohead
When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run
Whatever makes you happy,
