I thought of her again...
I cried again.... man should not tear... but i did.... yet again....
to move on or to give up?
sometimes i wish i can give up just like that....
but i can't.
if i just give up like that, then is she really that important to me?
all the talks i had with her, all the meetings we had.
tells me she still love me... still feels for me... but situation is stopping her from doing what she felt is WRONG...
I love her more ... even more than the time we broke up...
Sometimes I wish she can just break down in front of me , and tell me all she really feel and want.
I cried... i fucking really cried.... hate it.......

r u okie?? who's tat ger? hee
Chill bro... U gotta assess the situation more... Its not as easy as ABC... But at least u gotta... Cry.....? The last time I cried was during my grandfather's funeral earlier this year... Crying is part of human nature man..
Min : That girl is my ex... been together for close to 2 yr... then broke up because of some mistake i made... recently talk to her... she said she also had responsibility to bear.... anyway I am still fighting for a future with her... bless me alright? :)
Donny : Bro i know la... now the situation is better le, you are right, i need to know what i wanna do. after deciding on wat i wanna do. now easier le ba. tell u later tonight after bball at tcc if got chance ba.