Wednesday
Main events
Evening - Ran 7km at MacRitchie Reservoir... clocked 33.13 min, not too bad lah... but a lot of room to improve loh! But am happy with it lah so far cause I never stop at all mah! *lol*
Night - Ate with my company guys at Marina South.... then rush down to Woodlands for bball... but reach there raining and couldn't find anyone....
Thursday
Main events
-Nothing much, swimming training in the morning then ran 3.2km in camp loh.
At night went to attend NuQin's Birthday! Happy 21st Birthday Penguin!.
Had dinner celebration at Marina Mandarin.
After which went to Holiday Home yet again.
Sang my one and only song with Zhi Rong.... I left early as I was as the situation was abit too much to take for me.
Zhirong and beau were there....
I tried hard to be normal but can't.... I am trying hard to move on but it ain't so easy... but I can see myself moving forward bit by bit although by a super duper slow pace...
I dunno whether I will be able to move on cause I am constantly being reminded of her by my sub-concious.... *sighz*
Just like today, my superior told me every little thing in life counts, for example covering the blanket for your children.... it reminded me of the times I cover blanket for her.... really sad when I was in the ktv room seeing her beside another guy whose place was suppose to be mine....
But all is bygones.... I will try harder and harder and harder! I am not ruling out the possibility of a get back next time , but neither am I withholding myself if the right one comes along.
Hope I don't rush...... cause I am rather impatient at times and this may just kill any courtship off.... *"Dun rush Dun rush" Telling myself!*
Watch Lavender last night!
NICE NICE! Think will go get the VCD! *lol*
Anyone wanna buy for me?
Another good news!
Jasmine is extending her stay for a week! YIPPIE! Darling Jasmine is staying! *hahaha*
And my brother so steady..... nv tell me hor... you know who you are hor :X
Current Song - All out of love *Air Supply*
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)
Current Mood - Sad + Determined to move on!
Aye? Who?
you know i know la. so i :X