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Hmmmmm.... Sunday Woke up with

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Hmmmmm....

Sunday
Woke up with contact lens in my eyes.... took the lens out...... but can't escape the clutches of eye irritation.... can barely open my eyes and water are oozing out almost every few seconds...... wanted to maybe catch some sleep but too pain to sleep...... so no choice loh...... was in the agony for like 4 hours? before I manage to regain a little bit of "peace".

After the agony i took some rest lah.. wake up liao i go to sentosa loh... reach at 6+ but only get to meet up with my friends at 8+ because they can't hear their phone....

Went to Marina South to eat farewell dinner for SK.

I wasn't in the mood that night partly becos of ZR and beau lah.

After some after-meal activity, SK sent me home loh.

Once reach home as usual on my pc, saw something that change the way i feel completely ..... :X


Monday
Slept for 2-3 hours, wake up then go work liao loh.
Basically nothing much lah today (is it every monday also like that?).
Except ran 2.8km + 5.5km loh, once in morn and once in the noon.
Now groin got a bit of abrasion..... hate it....

Went to send SK off for his oversea training! Bon Voyage bro!
Then come home liao.
Damn tired, gonna koon soon!


Guys and gals, help me answer the qn below ok?

Q) If you already have a bf/gf, but you still love your ex..... you like your current beau but can't see him as the man you'll be with as hubby and wife... and enjoyed much much more the time you had with your ex... when you hear about your ex coming to a party (or someting similiar) you would want to go, and when you see him sad or "black-face" , you also feel the same....

So would you continue to be with the current beau? or go back to the ex? why?

Guys and gals help help ok? All advices welcome! *lol*


Current Song - Fixing A Broken Heart Lyrics
Indecent Obsession

there was nothing to say the day she left
i just filled the suitcase full of regrets
i hailed a taxi in the rain
looking for someplace to ease the pain

oh, then like an answered prayer
i turned a round and found you there

CHORUS
you really know how to start fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams had fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

and now i dont understand what i'm going through
it must be a plan that lead me to you
because the hurts just disappears in every moment that you are near

yeh, just like an answered prayer
you make the loneliness easy to bear

CHORUS

soon the rain will stop falling baby
and i'll forget the past cos here we are at last

CHORUS

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I am sad.... real sad.... damn sad.... over her.... it's been 5 months and 16 days since we had broken up..

During this period of singlehood, I tried to be friends with her but right now I don't think we can work out as friend....

I wanna move on in life and not linger around in the past.

Every contact which I made with her only cause me to think more about her and want to be back with her more.... but it aint possible anymore, at least not now... she has a boyfriend and I never want to be a third party in ANY r/ship...


Friday
Whole day spent in Sentosa..... at night went TCC to play bball then makan at the usual place after which I go home and sleep liao.

Had a fun time smsing Jasmine *lol*


Saturday
As usual went back to camp, had a 3km run which I clocked in 11 minutes, nothing to be proud of, but I can slowly see myself running back to GOLD standard.

Noon went to meet Alvin and Andy loh, had a couple games of pool before we went to eat and then go down CCC.

I wasn't happy on sat at CCC..... maybe is due to the poor start I had to the bball game, no one in my team was serious and I hate to play in that kind of team.... coupled with my own sadness... it only made matters worse.
I was all the more "fan(2)" after Andy knock my head and I injured my tongue.... it was stupid.... then later some stupid idiot started to have "war". Hate to play with guys who play so rough.... he was all over me (even when the ball is not with me)..... I was pushed and injured my left wrist again! FUCK!!!!!!!

Later after bball went makan at Meridian. Was both tired and sad thus even rejected Ah Gu's invitation to play pool..... Meirong sms me and ask me to go to Holiday home again with the rest of the lads. I dun wanna go.... I dun wanna see people I don't wanna see.... I don't wanna be sad... I don't wanna.......

I slept once I reach home and that's it but Fuck! I am still sad now.....


Why am I sad? I really don't know......
Am I anti-social? I think I am..... especially after I was debt-riddened a year back and came to see the true side of many people.....
Am I a hermit? I am..... need I say more


I saw a gal today and she's the type I like , but guess she already have a boyfriend so off the idea goes.....

bye blog..... update you again later.... later......


Current Song - "This Is The Night" - Clay Aiken

When the world wasn't upside down, I could take all the time I had
But I'm not going to wait when a moment can vanish so fast

'Cuz every kiss is a kiss you can never get back

Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

When the answer to all my dreams is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say?

Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

This is the night where we capture forever and our tomorrows begin
After tonight, we will never be lonely again

Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night


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Recap of 4 days

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Wow! Never realised that it had been four days since I last updated my blog! Now then I realised *pengz*
hmmmmmm...... time to recap what I had done in the past few days!


Monday
Start of my company cycle..... don't quite really remember what else happen on Monday.... should be quite a boring day i guess....


Tuesday
Was on MC for the day..... vomited a few times in the morning! but all is fine lah after seeing the Doc at the Polyclinic.
She just said that maybe I ate wrong food loh, cause I had Chilli Crabs in the wee hours of the morning! But I never tell her that my ulcer is causing me to lose appetite!

But I am wondering whether she is more interested in her patient or on the RTT webby on her comp.

Later in the night went to watch bball match with Jasmine loh. Got 2 amazing result that night, Xue(2) Lian(2) lost to TungSan and Sin Kee lost quite amazingly to Nam San. Qi Lin score a tyco 3 pt! *lol* which beat the buzzer!

After which went makan with Jasmine, Donny, Alex and Ah Gu! That's all for the night.

*Something beautiful happened that night but SECRET!*


Wednesday
Morning played Inter-Unit Basketball tournament back in camp.
Played in all the games loh but was 2nd..... shitz!
Lost to our sister unit which had 1 National Player.....

Was almost bai(3) in the first game, lucky I just slightly sprained my wrist if not I will kill that guy!

Later in the noon went for a casual 2.4km run then home home and away!


Thursday
Morning got TP loh for my class 2B..... failed.... with 40 points this time (my 2nd time) but nvm lah, cos today i also bo xin.
Anyway don't think deserve to pass loh.
1. never go practise
2. never put heart into the test.

circult was perfect lah but go outside anyhow chong.... hahaha
nvm, 4th of Sep go again, in the meantime must work hard and put heart into practise!

Then in the noon went to gym back in camp, had a nice workout, feels good man, only thing is that after that play bball shoot airball cause my arms too stiff liao....

no more liao loh, that's all. FULL STOP!.


Anyway just for personal updates, now i am 1.78m and 62.8 kg! 14 kg more to go!!!!!


Current Song - "With You All The Time" - Gareth Gates *recommended by RG*

I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
when you think you're alone
when you cry cos someone's unfair
you can rest assured I'm always there

even when you feel like you don't belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time

I'm walking round the room
I'm laughing when you smile
and when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
that I shall forever be
you're on your own but not alone
when you're down and you're rife
and the world tells you no-one cares
you can rest assured im always there

even when you feel like you dont belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time

save a little love for me
you'll see
save a little love for me
you'll see
save a little love for me
you'll see
and you'll see

even when you feel like you dont belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apar
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time

you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that im with you
know that im with you
with you all the time


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Part I

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mouth ulcer

A mouth ulcer is a small sore in the mucuous membranes inside the mouth.

What is going on in the body?

The mouth is sensitive to many irritations. Problems in other parts of the body can also cause sores in the mouth. Although most mouth sores will go away by themselves and are of little concern, some are much more serious.

What are the signs and symptoms of the condition?

Mouth ulcers are generally yellow or gray in color and about 3 centimeters in size. Other signs and symptoms may include the following: ú difficulty chewing ú mild fever ú pain when brushing or using mouthwash ú soreness ú swelling around the ulcer

What are the causes and risks of the condition?

There are many causes of mouth ulcers. They range from minor irritants to mouth cancer. Some of the common causes are as follows: ú accidental cheek, lip, or tongue biting ú accidental damage from tooth brushing ú allergic reaction to medications ú burns from food or drink that is too hot ú burns or irritations from medications, such as aspirin ú cancer of the mouth or lips ú chemotherapy or radiation therapy ú denture sores ú electrical burns ú food allergy ú HIV, the virus that causes AIDS ú food allergy ú an impacted tooth ú irritation from a dental procedure ú irritation from orthodontic appliances ú localized irritation from a disease, such as Parkinson's disease ú medications that cause mouth dryness, including antihistamines such as diphenhydramine ú a new tooth coming in, known as a tooth eruption ú reactions to tobacco products ú serious medical illnesses that weaken the person, such as cancer ú some sexually transmitted diseases, such as gonorrhea ú viral disease, such as oral herpes

Women are more prone to mouth ulcers than men are, especially during pregnancy or right before a menstrual period.

What can be done to prevent the condition?

Some methods to prevent mouth ulcers include the following: ú Avoid food and drinks that are too hot. ú Avoid foods, medications, and other substances that trigger allergic reactions. ú Drink plenty of liquids when taking medications that cause mouth dryness. ú Eat a balanced diet, following the Food Guide Pyramid. ú Follow good oral hygiene, including regular tooth brushing and flossing. ú Practice safer sex to avoid sexually transmitted diseases ú Seek prompt treatment for denture problems, impacted teeth, or irritating orthodontic appliances. ú Quit smoking.

How is the condition diagnosed?

Since many mouth sores look alike, diagnosis is best done by a health professional. Any ulcer of the mouth or lips that lasts longer than a week should be seen by a healthcare professional.

What are the long-term effects of the condition?

Mouth ulcers rarely cause long-term effects, unless they become seriously infected.

What are the risks to others?

Some mouth ulcers are contagious through direct contact, while others are not.

What are the treatments for the condition?

Many mouth ulcers will go away on their own without treatment. Some measures to speed the healing process include the following: ú Clean the area gently with a very soft brush and mild (1-1/2%) hydrogen peroxide or a warm salt water solution made by adding 1/2 teaspoon salt to a full glass of warm water). ú Do not use any medications before checking with a health professional. ú Keep the area clean and clear of food scraps. ú See a healthcare provider if the ulcer lasts more than a week.

The healthcare provider may prescribe a liquid paint, mouthwash, gel, or rinse to treat the mouth ulcer.

What are the side effects of the treatments?

Rarely, medications used to treat mouth ulcers may cause an allergic reaction.

What happens after treatment for the condition?

Mouth ulcers usually go away on their own or with treatment. If the underlying cause of the ulcers is not treated, they may recur. A person with recurring mouth ulcers should see a healthcare professional for further diagnosis.

How is the condition monitored?

Any new or worsening symptoms should be reported to the healthcare provider.

My ulcer pain pain......

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Saturday n' Sunday
Had a nice basketballing saturday! first time in so many weeks that I felt much better, a bit of what i used to play like, but still far lah.
made some nice shots and really was a day which I enjoyed myself loh!
hmmmm.... everything was nice about saturday except maybe of 2 things...

1. Ah Yao was somewhat angry with Louis in some stupid incidents.... think that Yao guy is a loser of sorts... don't like the way he play although he is good....
2. Lost my goods in the bus, lucky little bit nia..... hate to rush....

hmmmm after that went to Meridien Food court to eat, ate quite a lot! Found my favorite korea stall ! yippie! the same one at orchard point! i am so glad!!!!!

nothing much lah, went to borders and buy some books and mags... bought FHM, Newman, Atomic PC and also Stephen Ambrose's Band Of Brothers! Really enjoyed reading now!

yap! 1 more thing! I am now proudly 60.4 kg! a 4 kg increase! hope to reach about 76 kg or something (of lean mass! not fats!)!

Watch Sixth Sense in the midnight! Wah really nice nice wor!


As for Sunday.... slept till around 3pm..... do nothing whole day.
Went to Lorong Ah soo to watch Youth Cup loh, watch tagawa vs Hua Tian, Tong Whye vs Shen Ze, Combined School vs Fu Nai.

then went Thomson usual place to makan then come home liao.
guess should be sleeping soon....


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Current Mood - Dilemma! Buy DR or WR?

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Friday

Hmmmmm..... Slept in the wee morning at around 6? Thus I orhorh till around 4+ loh.

woke up clean up and headed down to TCC liao to play basket with the guys and gals.

Played a few games, quite enjoyable lah except that Jasmine was in a frenzy somewhere in the middle but all is ok liao, hahaha.

Left at about 9pm to head back to camp for my route march.

Prior to the march, we watch movie loh, "We Were Soldiers"! *5 STARS*
After the show, we had personal admin and prep time till around 4am! Before we set off and walk the remaining 10km march to celebrate my unit's 25 silver jubilee years!

Leg abit tired but still can make it!
Gonna koon liao!
Later still need to go CCC for basket! *YIPPEE*


Current Song - BON JOVI - Thank you for loving me

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Solo

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me


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Wor! Tired few days that I been having!

Saturday - Bball at CCC as usual but it sucks to the max man!
1. Raining on and off.... played on and off.....
2. Played with some kids at the opposite court.... got 3 of them... 1 in Red still ok... the other 2 played as if they are playing in Youth Cup.... out comes the 20s and hands.... hate to play with these kind of kids who don't know their measurements.... if I was still the old man, I would just bash them up I believe... still stinks come when I think of them.

Next went to meet Esther, Sze Keong, Yi xun and Zhirong for dinner. nothing much loh.
Anyway after the dinner , went ktv (yet again), Meirong, Nu qin, Zhuofeng, Jiaqin came and join us later on.
It was a good chill out.
I sang GUANG(2) DAO(3) ZI(1) LIAN(4) with Zhirong, many felt sad listening to us sing.... we were an ex-pair you see.... I was sad too... but who knows what might happen next time?

I left the place at around 1245am as I promised Jasmine to meet her later in the night.
Hmmm, spent 3 hours talking, we clicked well, chatting non stop, knew more about her, I was quite relunctant to leave actually but lan lan cause I still gotta work the next morning at 8.

Thus I left and went home to koonz.....


Sunday - Quite a boring day, work in the morning, pass goods to my customers in the noon. repaired pc for Simon, test a few new toys.
Took some photos with Ming and Weida, for memory sake as he is going thailand for 2 weeks and then into the army after he return.
Then met Sze keong, nuqin, esther for supper.
nothing much happen lah. boring day....


Monday - Work am, walk route march..... reach home, dead beat, slept......


Tuesday - Today! IPPT test in the morning! Got silver again... well cant run lah, my leg was so stiff man after the 3rd round..... must be due to the route march last evening... anyway gotta work and train harder!

Met my customers in woodlands at aroudn 8.45pm.
then met zhirong for a short dinner! she very stupid.... she "complained" that whenever she's see me she'll eat with me even when she's full.... but i like it whenever she smile/laugh when she sees me.

Later in the night, I met Jasmine loh.
Had a hard time meeting up with her.
S-T-U-P-I-D M1 suspended my line over a $70 overdue bill.... thus giving me a hard time communicating with Jasmine over the place to meet.... but never mind lah, cause in the end still manage to meet despite the much "eventful" process.

Met her in DhobyGhaut in the end and had a meal at Mr Bean (Yet again...).
Alex and Donny join us later on.

Had a really wonderful time but was damn shag.....


Current Song - TONIGHT I CELEBRATE MY LOVE (Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack)

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
It seems the natural thing to do
Tonight no one's gonna find us
We'll leave the world behind us
When I make love to you
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And hope that deep inside you feel it too
Tonight our spirits will be climbing
To the sky lit up with diamonds
When I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And soon this old world will seem brand new
Tonight we will both discover
How friends turn into lovers
When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you


Current Mood - Buy Galant! *lol*

It was friday...now saturday!

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Ok ok, yesterday never update much, so must update yesterday's stuff first.

Yesterday wake up, met Jasmine for lunch. Met up at Dhoby Gaunt.... sux man, the station now have 2 control station.... and I swa ku dunnp.... I waited at the new one while she waited at the old one.... called her then I realised.... so malu....

Had lunch at Fish & Co(The Glasshouse branch, next to Park Mall one). I'll give the restaurant a thumbs up for the nice temperature and relaxing ambience! would definitely go there again!
Had Wasses Fillet, nice nice *yummie!*
Anyway learnt that Miss J don't eat spicy food...*lol* :X
After makan, we go take 2 photos loh then walk walk around in PS. I bought a photo holder and she bought a JASMINE SCENTED DOGGIE! *she's really child-like! but heng not childish!* But she's so CUTE! hahaha

Ok ok , after that sent her to the MRT station and then go our seperate ways.

Next met my friends at YCK to go to Queensway.... Roy told me meet at YCK MRT.... I reach YCK, called him , he say he in AMK... so quite near loh.... waited 20 min , he still not here... so called him again.... he say he in Lornie Road... WTF??? I ask him tot he say meet YCK? He said tot ask me meet Queensway? I seh liao loh.... Lan lan.... take cab down to Queensway to meet him.... wonder if i have hearing prob....

anyway bought a tee and a pouch at queensway.
saw some nice shoes and good news! DADA is in town! OMFG!!! *happyz!*

After which we went to Holiday Home KTV which is located at the old NTUC lifestyle centre to sing our nights away.

It was followed by supper at geylang! yummy yummy oyster omelette!


Ok friday....

As usual went working.
worked afternoon shift today. nothing much except need to do last minute changing of off nia...
other then that bo liao.
talk to zhirong for like 3 hours + on the phone today?
heard she cut short her hair.
wonder how short... really feel like seeing her with short hair.... :D

ok gonna koon soon.
tmr bball at CCC


Current Song - It Must Have Been Love (Roxette)
Lay a whisper on my pillow,
leave the winter on the ground.
I wake up lonely,
there's air of silence in the bedroom
and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes and dream away.

It must have been love but it's over now.
It must have been love but I lost it somehow.
It must have been love but it's over now.

From the moment we touched, 'til the time had run out.
Make-believing we're together that I'm sheltered by your heart.
But in and outside I've turned to water like a teardrop in your palm.
And it's a hard winters day, I dream away.

It must have been love but it's over now.
It's all that I wanted, now I'm living without.
It must have been love but it's over now,
it's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows.


Current Mood - i will go where life takes me to....

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Now tired.
update later...

just another day....

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Another day, another usual day.

So wat happen today? *hmmmmmm*

Ok, went to work in the morning, after which I went to watch my formation's
Inter Unit semi final soccer match between my unit and another one.
We lost 1-0.... *shrugs*
Next went home loh.

Took Roy's car again but need to say sorry to him cause when I close his car
boot , I accidently "scratch" off the Suzuki logo.... *lol*
Other then that nothing liao, went home, took a nap and woke up at 9-10pm, do
nothing till now.

Well at least today was a day of simple twist.
Plan A -> Work - Route March - 5.5 Km Run (Training for
Cross Country)
become
Plan B -> Work - Watch soccer - go home!
Senang alot...... *wipe sweat*
But all will come back and haunt me again....

Update somemore later.



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Current Mood - Inspired to have a washboard abs with tone muscles from a Prisoner of War frame.....

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But I just found another new brand on the net today! DADA! might order!

Dada Mens Bridge Supreme



3 days had past....

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Hmmmmm, been around 3 days since I last updated the blog, really not much time and busy man...

ok let's see, I will begin with Saturday then!


Saturday
Woke up in the noon around 12+ to 1. I was in basketball mood hahaha, quickly bath then get ready my gears and took a cab down to CCC liao!

Enjoyed the day's game quite a lot because I got abit of kick liao! I manage to pull the rim! yeeee!!!! been so long since I last did that but technically i am still.... :~(
need to train and practise more!

But I need to say sorry to Alex here, for my carelessness may had fractured his ribs.......
I was turning around and I ran but never see him in front of me... when I saw I tried to stop but a bit late liao.......

SORRY ALEX!


After the bball session, donny, alex, weixian, Emily, Jasmine, Rui Guo, Chunghao and me went to makan at Lido.
Quite a good appetite that day, ate 2 lunch boxes and a LJS meal! *hehehe*
After that did some hanging around before we all split up and left.

I sent Jasmine home as I was on my way down to Pasir Ris Downtown East to my Mei rong's 21st birthday party!

From the whole dinner to jasmine's place, we were like talking non stop? haha. think we can really click man.
it was very different from the impression she first gave me.
First impression was that this is a SIAO CHA BOR!
but after talking to her, realise she got a very matured and sensible thinking and not really that *SOFT* haha *lol*
I will remember her for life i guess, feels that we got some kind of afinity hahaha.

Anyway after sending her home , I can't escape the clutches of the dreaded CABBY MIDNIGHT CHARGE!
Was drain $14 by the cab driver.... sian 1/2.
but the trip prove worthwhile as I got to see friends that I had not seen for quite some time (4 yrs?)
We had a lot and a lot to talk about, it was at this time i realise how much everyone had grown!
That night I never sleep lah cos didn't want to miss the moments!

Saw my ex-gf zhirong with her current bf.... tot that I can stand it but I can't..... I still feel sour in my heart even though I know my stand and such.... guess some things need more time i guess.
But i thank Nuqin for her always standby mode whenever I needed her! thank you penguin! *hehehe*


Sunday
hmmm, never slept the whole night, went home slept for like 2 hours? then off to work.... kept on dozing off...... guess i really had to watch myself now.... this aint the attitude to work.....

But other then that sunday was rather stagnant.......


Monday
Today was bz, damn bz!
Work morning , woke up with stiff neck again.
Went to work with Roy's tumpang.
Work work work then meeting in the noon.... followed by basketball training for my unit..... tired sia, but had a fun time cos I was converting baskets! but still can't break through with new things... *sianz*

After that went causeway point to get my hair cut. bought a weight gainer from GNC and also bought a adidas shirt as well as a and1 slipper!

Met up with Zhirong for dinner.
It was nice, nice because although we can't be a couple , we can still be best of friends who can meet and talk and eat together and be there for each other whenever wherever.

Gave her the adidas cap which i wanted to give for a long long time! really look so nice on her! i am so happy!

But right now I wanna concentrate on other aspects of life, not love, so for those who wonder if i will be with her again .... the answer is not for the time being.

simple.
1. she got bf liao hor!
2. not the right time for me.
3. i am on a single vacation!

but i might still be in love shall the right one comes along, hehehe.
I don't know what the future may bring but I will go wherever life brings me to.


Song of the moment - Dilemma by Nelly

[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. neeeeed you - but

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, know you know I'm crazy over you
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, y'know I'm crazy over you

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And uhh, she got the hots for me the finest thing my hood done seen
But oh no, oh no, she gotta a man
and a son, doh'ohhh, but that's okay
Cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e'rything mami hittin
And in no time.. (no time) I..
I plan to make this wah-one mi-i-ne.. and that's for sure
Cause I, I never been the type to, break up a happy home
But uh, there's somethin bout baby girl I just can't leave alone
So tell me ma what's it gonna be? She said
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I see a lot and you look and I never say a word
I know how niggaz start actin trippin out here about they girls
And there's no way-ayy-hey, Nelly gon' fight over
no day-hey-ame.. as you can see
But I, I like your steez, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holla and swoop me in his 2-seater
Now that's gangstah-ah-ahhh..
And I got special ways to thank yah-ah-ahhh.. don't you forget it
But uh, it ain't that easy for you to pack and leave him
But uh, you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turn to leave, she said

[Chorus]

[Nelly] Sing it for me K

[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. (c'mon girl)
And it's more than you'll.. ever know
But.. it's fo'sho
You can always count on my love
Foreveeeeer more, yeahh-yeahh..

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkom right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swollen right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right
Midwest, I see you swollen right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

(feat. Kelly Rowland)


Current Mood : happy with life as it is!

no bball at tcc today...

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sux..... went down to TCC in the hope that the rain will stop and i will be able to play some bball..... but hey it never!!!!! blame it on the bladder problem above........

in the end just shot some baskets and went to eat at the usual coffeeshop, nothing much lah today, tok some cocks.
hahaha

now time to sleep, for i have to wake up early later for Photography!!! then bball at CCC!

nitez all!

*met jasmine today. hmmmm. another siao cha bor! hahahah , nowadays meet a lot of siao lang!* *just kidding!*

Rain rain go away.....

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Too tired to update my blog last night but hey here I am back again! :D
Well last night was really tiring man, reach home at around 2 in the morning and before I know it i was asleep on the bed...

Woke up at 7 and rush to work! Was dead tired man but the workload I had pulled me through *shrugs*

Now I am back home at 5pm. Before this I was collecting my parcel and also went to the bank to get my thumbprint for my income tax giro form (and yes I still uses thumbprint! dun say i kiddo hor!)

Wanted to go TCC to play ball, but the weather now is like ...... -_-~
Donny said he will go IF the rain stops completely, unlike now.... as though the sky have bladder problems....

Let's pray for the rain to stop!!!! *hahaha* *Sam prays!*

Anyway saw this on the net about a man who's a pisces and is Type-O blooded (that's me!)

February 19 - March 20

for Men
Personality: You're a peaceful and emotional person who combines the two to a positive level. Another great attribute is that you are very honest to yourself. You are willing to fix the problems about you to become a better person.

Love Tendency: There's this great aura about you that you don't even have to move and women will approach you first. Your laid back attitude is priceless in the game of dating. You don't even have to make the initial advancement for dates but you will go through many relationships. Many of them of them will be more for fun than any serious affair.

Life: You tend to be more comfortable working in an independent environment, rather than settling for a regular salary occupation. Your creative nature tends to lead to a field where it involves the Arts. The problem that you will run into is that you love to start a project but you need to work on your persistence to be able to finish it, too. You also get bored of things too easily, which you have to be able to control.

the link is here


Song of the moment - Sometimes when we touch
by Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I see how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides


current mood - feeling mix-up about humans, ha.....

Finally an off day! or is it.....

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Is it an off day today or is it not?

Went back to camp in the morning at 1030am for lesson, follow by a meeting, all the way till 2.30pm.... As good as half a day burn liao....

Nevermind cause afterwards will be in town to karaoke my way for the night! YEEE!

Got another parcel notification statement just now from Singpost, wonder what they are.... cause those i been awaiting from UPS had already arrive in my place last night.

These few days woke up with stiff neck... dunno y.... anyone know y????

ok gotta go liao. update again later tonight.


to Andrew, don't feel that lonely ok? you still got us! me, donny, alex they all! we are friends aren't we? Friends for life!

Tiring day...yet again....

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Every working day is a tired day! ~~ hehe

Seems like it is that way man, every working day for me is so tired! or is it because this week a lot of OT? Work extra 1 hour for the 1st 2 afternoon, then another extra hour today! ~~yawnz~~

Anyway no run today due to an on-and-off rain in the area, but I go play basketball after work anyway, still trying hard to get back my shooting touch and composure... like taking a long time like that.... must be more patient!!!!

Went home at around 7.30pm to wait for UPS!
Stupid UPS said coming but till now 2.33AM still not here ~~shrugs~~
Gonna complain tmr liao!

Fall asleep at around 8+ - 9, woke up at 12.30am , hahaha, still up till now! but must try to sleep soon liao , if not tentu mati!

Ya, also bought a new casing for my NK 6610 today! the old one had "b-e-a-u-tiful 'designer' cracks" on it! the casing cost me $36 bucks! almost pengz....

also bought anti-fungal cream cause got a small bit of white spot on my face, must get rid of them damn fast before I get "defaced"!

ok that's it for the day!

be back again tmr! hehe


Current Song - Lou Xia Na Ge Nu Ren by You Hong Ming
Current Mood - excited!

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