June 2003 Archives

Good Morning!

Just woke up! And now getting ready to go back to camp for class. So tired..... will definitely sleep in class I think *yawnz again*

will only be back home quite late tonight.
so ciaoz first, tonight come back then update! *hehehe*

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Finally back from work at 10.42pm.
What a long day at work man...... work from 10.30am to 10pm!!! o.O

Today was both a tiring and frustrating day...... tired because i did not have enough rest.
why frustrated? Because I got a colleague who never learns.... and I don't like him... dislike his attitude.

today I got some qn to ask,

1. Should you show your obvious dislike for a person? or should you just put on a mask and act that everything is fine? why?

now gonna get some food (gotta be careful cos of stupid ulcer....) . update again before I sleep!

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ok ok final update before i sleep.
Had Cajun Cod fillet and Hokkien Mee for dinner *yum yum*.
and ate a tub of ice-cream with Chen Ming and had some nicey brotherly talk *hehehe*

now is time to koon liao! tmr working morning.... sianz......

Current Song in Mind - Because I am a girl by KISS

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

Narration (Guy, only in the music video)
There's someone I'm in love with...
Although I can't be with her now...
I'm still in love with her...

Here's some questions Emily ask on her Blog today and these are my answers

1. To love or be loved?
I would prefer to love someone if I had to choose one. Loving someone is a very special kind of feeling, same for being love, just that I have to be true to myself, for I know i will nv be with someone I don't love. But of course, I would want to be with someone who loves me and I love her.

2. Judge a person by?
looks will always count at the first meeting, but subsequently the marks given to looks will not be that important, character will come in and play a bigger part.

for me overall, I will judge on character but definitely looks on the first impression.

3. Believe in fate?
yes i do believe in fate, and i also believe to fight for your fate!

4. Do you believe in horoscopes?
over my dead body........

5. Can you be best friends with a person of the oppposite sex?
ya. i have a few and i know that I WILL NEVER BE IN A R/SHIP WITH THEM, simply becos dun have that kind of chemistry.

6. Can you control your life?
not always, human are always learning, only till you learnt.....

7. Right now, whats the thing you want to own the most?
hmmmm, to be a successful entrepeuner and be fillial to my parents!

Lixian also ask a few questions

1> Why do ppl get angry?
hmmmm, ok let's see, when someone hurt their beloved ones? when someone do actions that he/she don't like? that person is petty? too many reasons and too many factors. this is very situational i think. must see the incident, place and pple. :D

2> Why r there sly ppl around?
I not god, can't answer, but this is the world we live in though... and it makes the world a more "colourful" place, imagine a world where everyone is like me.....

3> Why r there racist around?
same as 2.

4> Why r there no exact answers to every Qns?
EGG -> CHICKEN -> EGG -> CHICKEN -> EGG -> CHICKEN??????? arghzzzzzzzzz i going mad (lol)

Anyway now is time for the Current Song in mind - You make me wanna by Blue

You know you make me wanna
You know you make me wanna

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight
You're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul

Current feeling - tired, ai koon liao

Yeppie!

Finally managed to install this script! Now Blogging is easy and powerful! *hehehe*

Had a really nice pass few days, all thanks to Donny, Alex, Serene, Bebe and Li Xian!.

Thanks to the first four for dawning with me on friday night ( or was it I dawn with you all? lol :X ) Went TCC that day to play Bball, then go to the nearby coffeeshop to makan. Sat around for quite sometime and Donny ask if we want to go out and dawn, of course YES! hehehe. Donny and Alex went back home first and I was left alone with the 2 gals (lucky they never do anything to me *hehehe*). But damn pai seh to go to a gal's house so late at night.....
Anyway later when Donny was ready we went out loh, went to Geylang to eat Wanton Mee, saw a jude jude Integra Type R!!!! *OMG* o.O
Then go to Marina South, and sit around and talk loh, Bebe was like a over-energetic child, and Donny follow her and played the ropes obstacles. He had a fall and injured his balls ..... *grinz*
Anyway that's about it for Friday.

Saturday woke up at 3.45 PM!!!! and rush down to CCC , played like 2 games then go eat liao.... sob sob.... took cab down somemore.
But nvm lah. ;)
The guys went to Taka to eat, no place in the foodcourt for 20+ pax, so in the end we ended out on the streets, hehehe, Taka Square to be exact, it was an enjoyable and yet weird experience , hahaha.
Anyway after that no activities liao, so went home loh, Lixian and I were on the same way, so I sent her to her MRT station loh, on the way talk a bit lah so still not so bad. But why her name is mention leh? Cause after that we talk alot mah , at home on irc , hahaha. Found out we share quite a bit (or is it a lot) in common. *hehe*

To Lixian if you are looking at this blog "Super Hot Ramen! *wink* *wink*"

As for Sunday?
Aii..... work in the noon, work OT of 1 hour......last minute order...... sucky man, always last minute! But happy cause I manage to change off with 1 of my colleague! Song liao! Sat can play bball at CCC and go eat RAMEN!

But then now as I am updating this , it is 4.27 am liao.... If i still don't go and sleep, I am gonna get it....... ciaoz!

POSTED ON : 27th June 2003. Friday. 02:18 AM
Finally found the time to update my beloved BLOG!
Been a busy few days, slept like 2-3 hours each day and then go to work liao.... damn shack manz!
But heng ar, cause it is OFF DAY all the way till Sunday!

Slept late last night... partly because I slept abit during the evening and partly because I was talking to my ex....
Hope we can be friends still although I think that it is better not to contact so frequently at the moment, she have a boyfriend liao and I still can't get past the "US" stage... So maybe call her once a week or every fortnight.
I understand her the most in this wide world and she is still special to me irregardless of whether we are still a couple, thus if she ever needed me, I will be by her side.

Ok so what did I do today?
Played bball today at the court downstairs, had a nice sweating session and slowly slowly getting back my touches but still far from peak man. *starts to worry that i can't perform during inter-unit competition back in camp*

Played with some Philipinos! They are really good man! But at the end we still manage to tie the "series" at one a piece!

-Current Song in mind - Kiss me by Six Pence Non The Richer
Kiss Me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, Swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

CHORUS

*See this link! Just added! Really romantic!

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POSTED ON : 24th June 2003. Tuesday. 12:56 AM
Haha, woke up at around 9 am. Gave a call to Roy who is taking his IPPT today, he never get gold, ran 9.54min.... he skipped class today and jio me! hahaha, I agreed!

Thus I went back to sleep and wake up again at 12. I was preparing to go to work when he call, yes! Tumpang again! hahaha.

Ok time to work! Later come back update you again! *BITCH*

POSTED ON : 24th June 2003. Tuesday. 02:33 AM
Woke up at 9 am this morning to go for my class in camp. Took Roy's car and reach and about 10:35 am.

As usual lesson was dry... damn dry..... buai tahan and fell asleep for around 15 min.
That 15 min does wonders! Really rejuvenated me.

Anyway it was work and work and work all the way till 9 pm.

Reach home around 9.50 pm.
And it was time to do this homepage... till 2.36 am 24th June....

Today feel rather unwell though, feel like vomiting and coughing...... sux! time to eat some medicine and hopefully it will be better after that!

Time to sleep, waking up at 8.45 am later.... *YAWNZ*

PS : Looking forward to basketball on SAT! YEAH!

POSTED ON : 23rd June 2003. Monday. 01:08 AM
Back home at 11:00pm, sux! What a busy day man! barely leave my sit today, so much work!!!!!!
really sucks!

but it is nice to talk to the guys in #basketball again!
feels nice to be in there talking rot and being crazy!
Now gotta start work on other parts of the site again!

PS : Chatted with Lixian, can click also, hahaha! she a bit like crazy girl!

POSTED ON : 22th June 2003. Sunday. 12:48 PM
Bright sunday day today. A day which other people are resting and I had to be back in camp to work..... *shrugs*
I am still at home doing my personal site *hehehe*

Yesterday was a really really nice day so far after i broke off with Rong about 5 months back.
I got to know a bunch of great new fun loving guys and gals, especially Andrew, Donnie and XueMin.
Why I single out these 3 wor? because we can click well man! Especially Andrew and me! *hahaha*

There's all for the moment, gotta get to work liao.
Can't afford to be late and sign extra duties *hahaha*